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Your love. That I cared for so much. Was a work of art. That I let you hang up on the wall
thats called my heart. And as I watched your work of art come to life. And fill up my wall. I
became a happy soul. You then drew a picture of us. And I asked you who the third person
was in the painting. And you said it was our little girl. I started to cry and break down a little
bit. I told her she looked just like you. But had my eyes for they were blue. You came to me
and started to cry. I pulled you close and kissed your lips. You smilled with tears of joy
coming down your face. I asked you if. you would forever be mine. And you said yes but
give it time. For you were not ready to say yes. And even though it broke my heart. I told
you I would wait forever. Even if it ment that I woudnt be with you until the day I died. I
took a big sigh then told you. That you were the only angel in my life. And I couldnt live
without you. For you are my better half. So stay with me and grow old. And let time fly. As
we watch are kids grow up and grow old. And then let them watch us die. For once we are
gone we will look down from up in the sky and remember what are love created on one blink
of an eye.
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There comes a time when we must let go. To all the things that we once held so close. Not
knowing which way the wind will blow. It will bring us up or it will knock us down. And leave
us all alone. In the dark and with an empty soul. And we can not get this feeling out. The
pain will just keep bringing us down. Well I guess I should say me instead of us. For I have
givin up on all hope. And I do not care anymore. Because I do not love anymore. My heart is
no longer an open door. I do nott have anymore love to give away. My whole damn life is
blowing away. I cant think straight and my mind always goes blank. Not knowing what to
think or say. Or even be happy on a sunny day. Cuase I rather it be dark and hear the rain.
I want to hear the thunder around me. I want to feel it when the lighting hits the ground. I
want to scream out into the darkness and see what comes after me. I want to rip my heart
right out and just sit on the ground. I need to pray for a way out. But I have a monster in
me right now. And it wont come out. Eating my heart away. Telling me its time to end this
today. And I am fighting for life. And every breath I take. Because the monster doesnt want
me to live. It wants to take me away. And is killing me everyday.
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My love. Im so happy to see you. You see ive been thinking. And I must ask you this now.
Do you fear me? Or do you fear of what I might become. For you know I love you and no
other. Yes I know I dont trust you. Do you think im some kind of fool. I knew that this day
would come. Were you would leave me all alone. And move on with your life. I will always
love you no matter what you throw at me. I know I make you unhappy.And your always
deppressed because of me. But dont you see. You were only part of a plan. A plan I knew
you could not and would not finish. Because you are weak and young. You can not think
about the future and do not ever see what might happen to the others around you. That is
not my fault. It was yours. And life will go on like it always does. But you will never grow up.
Because your caught up in a lie. So I must say goodbye. Because I have to catch my flight.
Im off to a new world you see. And I find it to be a very nice place. And what makes it
wonderful is that I do not have to see your face. There are plenty of people there i cant wait
to see. Because they are all my friends and family. Plus the ones I love. They are all coming
with me. And we will all have tea and sit around. Well dont act like a fool. Of course you can
come. But it wont be so amazing to you. Because you will be alone and not around us you
so. And you will look and look and look. But your eyes will not see. because everything is to
happy. And happyness is not what you can see. Because you are the unhappy one with the
hole in your heart. And ill you try to do is make other people unhappy. And try to upset them
to make your own self happy. And should i care if you are unhappy and alone. Yes. Because
as you see i will always make you happy. I will always hold you close. And I will always keep
you safe. And there will never be a time when you are alone. Ive givin you my heart. And it
is yours to hold.
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Your all I see your all I love your all I need. We kiss under a big oak tree one summer eve.
With the wind blowing I see you happy as can be. I tell her I don't have much of my own.
But your the only one I want to hold. You have my soul. Oh how I love you so..Oh she's all I
need...she's all I need.
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As she listen to my heart beat. I felt a comfort and warmth. I pulled her closer to me, I ran
my fingers through her hair. she closed her eyes and held me tight. I told her I loved her
with my whole heart. And her face went bright. She looked up at me with those beautiful
green eyes. And said your mine for life. My heart melted and my mind went blank not
knowing what to say. As tears of joy came streeming down my face
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Is it ok if I go away for a couple of days or will it make you sad enough to come looking for
me? I dont understand why you always gotta see me when I dont wanna see you dont you
see. It's not ment to be. You and me. Me and I. That's all I need not you just me. Lord girl
do you not understand what goodbye means. I give you a little of my heart and you think
you can just take it all from me. Now I know the real you so get away from me. Didnt think
the other guys would tell me what you've done. What were ya thinkin. There's a name for
you people say. But im no better just a mut. Been all around. Still looking for the dream we
all wanna see. True love just you and me."
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You were once my one true love. Until I realized all the abuse you gave me. Saying I wasn't
good enough. Saying I couldn't love you right. Do you understand how much I'm screwed up
now? I wish I never missed you. How could you do this to me? How was my love not good
enough for you? How come you told me I was the worst you ever had. Stop lieing to
yourself. Your killing me. I hate you. I'm bleeding out because of you. I can't even stand to
look at you. Your a monster to me. I'm sitting here in the dark. Alone and heartless. I've
done something now that I can't take back...it's your fault that your gone now. You shouldn't
have pushed me to the edge. Close your eyes and rest in peace. I have rage built up in me.
And it won't go away. Why couldn't you have just listen to me and stayed with me? You know
I loved you with my whole heart, I know this is my fault. But I can't help it. It was a mistake
I made. And I wish I could take it back. I'd do anything to get you back in my arms. I miss
you so much, what else can I do? All I do is think about you.
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She has a heart of stone. It's cold as ice. It seems like she gets her kicks from hurting me.
Everything I say or do she uses it against me. The aftermath of what she does to me is
enough to make me bleed. You always knew how to make me cry. And I never asked why.
Do you not understand the real me. You and your friends laugh at me. But its ok. Cause
once im not around ill be ok. And youll be alone. With no one to hold you at night when your
cold. The outline of my heart is not full of happyness and joy because of you. Month one
through twelve was a living hell. Why was your love not a good feeling to me. It made me
depperessed and up set. I could not control what you did to me. But I stayed with you no
matter what you did to me. Cause thats what true love is. Staying by that persons side no
matter what they say or do. Dont try to understand me. Just do the things I say...
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My heart aches. As I bleed out. My eyes gazed at the clock. She had been gone for an hour.
Her love is becoming the death of me. As I place my hand over my heart. The blood pours
out onto my hand. The pain was nothing compared to the pain she gave me. I closed my
eyes. And my mind went back to our first kiss. I remember sitting down. Kissing her lips.
Then looking up. Telling her she was the love of my life. My mind went to the future. At are
wedding day. It was the best day of my life. My mind then went to the day I held my baby
girl. As I calmed her down she smiled at me and said I love you daddy. Now there's a bullet in my heart. I close my eyes and with my last breath my soul goes to heaven.
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She came to me with a fargile heart. Not open to give much love. And as I showed her my
love. She grew closer to me. But then as my love grew for her. It became to much for her to
handle. And she threw it all back at me. And brought me to my knees. And now I sit here all
alone. With no one to call my own. With an empty space in my soul. And no longer yours to
hold. Gone forever and will never be back. Away with the wind I will go. No longer in your
heart mind or soul.
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