A Time

You were once my one true love. Until I realized all the abuse you gave me. Saying I wasn't good enough. Saying I couldn't love you right. Do you understand how much I'm screwed up now? I wish I never missed you. How could you do this to me? How was my love not good enough for you? How come you told me I was the worst you ever had. Stop lieing to yourself. Your killing me. I hate you. I'm bleeding out because of you. I can't even stand to look at you. Your a monster to me. I'm sitting here in the dark. Alone and heartless. I've done something now that I can't take back...it's your fault that your gone now. You shouldn't have pushed me to the edge. Close your eyes and rest in peace. I have rage built up in me. And it won't go away. Why couldn't you have just listen to me and stayed with me? You know I loved you with my whole heart, I know this is my fault. But I can't help it. It was a mistake I made. And I wish I could take it back. I'd do anything to get you back in my arms. I miss you so much, what else can I do? All I do is think about you.