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Ancely Epps Poem
you make me feel like a brand new me
as it should be
how can one make my life so right
why turn left or stay upall night
you hold me tight yet i relax
you're suppose to cuz of what happens next
how do you know my ins and my outs
i love you deeply thats what its all about
and if you were to leave where would we stand
i'm not going anywhere i'll always be your man
kiss me softly
i've been waiting a long time
and caress me gently
i'll do whatever you like
tell me that i'm worthy
worthy but not of me
tell me tha you love me
i love you and this ain't a dream
baby
darling
honey
sweety
what if we?
o can we please?
you're hungry too!
yes i'm starving lets eat! ...
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Ancely Epps Poem
things shall never b the same
between the crying and the screaming
my heart body and soul is in pain
deep cuts to my flesh
the wounds so visible
yet not so noticeable
i see you
i see the love exchanged
your gentle hugs and kisses
how that one there has love for his misses
i envy
my heart envies
my soul envies
i mean i mean o how my body envies
conversation is not the same
i no longer have fun playing yahtzee games
i cry lakes
i walk with pain
at the sight of anothers happiness
i fill complete with jealousness
making up deliberation
to try and find solice maybe some justification
i search and come up short
only to start back at square one
with pain tears anger and fear
the longing and wanting of that soul
that once mate of a soul
who i believed kept me whole
who i feel who i keep close
and i fall to the ground thinking
why me!
why me!
why for the heavens sake must it be me!
the gut ripping staomach aches
hot head pains
tight throat
shakes so bad i walk under the sun with a coat
i look to the east desiring
hoping to return
yet inside of me right no i feel
ETERNAL PAIN to forever burn...
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Ancely Epps Poem
u really are a beautiful suprise
so unexpected but i'm willling and ready for acceptance
i feel and see
you have so much to teach me
you have already painted a smile
upon my face and in my mind
u are a beautiful suprise
inspiration to the things i write
to the way i feel when i lay down at night
to the radiant glow on my face when i meet with sunrise
you are the beauty that was within me
now has been released
unexpected definitely
rejected not hardly
you are a beautiful suprise
a glorious addition to my life
a ticket to eternal smiles compliments
and pure delight with happiness
you are the very suprise i longed for
desired given and needed more
you are the reason i smile
the reason i talk all the while
the reason for a comb to my hair
the reason for a quick glance and not stare
the reason for carmax to my lips
the reason i'm desperately yearning for a kiss
the reason i write day and night
the reason i'm overjoyed out and inside
you are a beautiful suprise...
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lets get down and dirty
to the knitty gritty
lets face reality
who said its gon be purrty
distance is between us
tension causes us to fuss
emotions covered in dust
still searching for the love
my eyes are sick of tears
heart is still in fear
.... day four and im speechles
cant even imagine writing this
emotions caught up in a whirlwind
cant tell my out from in
whose to say the truth
whose to say a lie
whose to make a suggestion
and whose the one to decide
still stuck in a zone
of not quite understanding
music is my lover for now
comin quite handy
things are zoomin by
everything that deals with life
....speechless
wait i say speechless yet im full of words
maybe cuz im full of hurt
still in disbelief
what is to become of me...
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Ancely Epps Poem
what do u say to a man
a man thats been hurt
some what torn down
but didnt quite make it to the ground
what do you say
when you make a mistake
and in the eyes of another it may seem small
but in the eyes of that man
its the biggest mistake of all
yet that man has hurt you
broken u down mentally
physically
emotionally
hey but not spiritually
well atleast not all the way
and atleast not on this day
what can you say to him
he doesnt wanna hear how much you wanna hold him
squeeze him
kiss him
and love him
well maybe not kiss
but my point hasnt been missed
hes made of brick walls and unbreakable cement
stronger than the pyramids
and til this day they still stand
so wat of his pain and hurt
will it still stand or crumble like the dirt
and in the mean time where am i
in corners at night with alcohol beverages
and tears flooding my eyes
where am i to go
what am i to do
when that man has me torn down
and this love for him wont let me loose...
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Ancely Epps Poem
i have found myself with you
adoring the person i am
shinning like a gem
i am in love with the resurrection of me
cuz of you
i'm comfortable with my screams
my dreams
my giggles snorts and smiles
comfortable in my own skin
you introduced me to my sex appeal
now i got that good babyface whip appeal
i'm enchanted
with my reactions
to the way men talk to me
walk up to me
heck i can handle anything!
you've colored in my
paint by number attitude
bringin out my sophistication non hesitatin fun lovin enjoyable out goin talkative honest
lovable mature with such youth at all the right times
and i enjoy that
thank you for helpin me find myself
with you...
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you're so far away and i am sitting over here
sitting over here thinking through tears wishing i was there
if i could just see your face place my hand upon your cheek
it would mean more than riches and gold it would mean everything
how can i be so in love with one who i do not see
yet he loves me just the same and hardly ever sees me
we speak such beauty such truth to eachother everyday
keep communication 3 strand braid strong never out of place
truth trust and understanding such motivational fields
compromising never lying when problems arise one seems to yield
you're so far away and yet i cry for you
cry because i yearn i desire i need to see touch hear love you
thankfully i'm experincing the strongest love i ever have in my life
and cause it's not breaking me but its positively making me i know it's right
you are there and i am here and yet we are together
and lik you atested to never letting me go again we shall remain 4ever...
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Ancely Epps Poem
can't stop my mind from thinkin of you
i can't function the way i should
i just want you here with me
it doesn't matter what we do or what we eat
i jus desire you to be by my side
in my eyes
next to me
i want you here with me
when you touch my hand or even my cheek
my eye sight gets blurry and my body gets weak
i enjoy your smile infront of my sight
adore your fingertips gently gliding my sides
oooo if you could just touch me here
or touch me there
rub my shoulders caress my neck
or just simply be here so i can relax
i more than desire i need you here with me
can't stop thinkin of you and it's driving me crazy
at first i denied these emotions for you
and now i can't prevent or control this longing for you
can't stop my mind from thinking of you
can't stop my mind from thinking of.... ahhhh ..... you
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i sit here
thinking about all thats been said
sit here crying
my life begins to shred
thought i had the strength to continue
heal and move on
but i am nothin but weak
my end is here i can not go on
i hear laughter in my head
not of happiness
but taunting instead
i see smiles upon the faces of evil
i try to look away
but there sits on my back betrayal
what must i do
what potion can i take
where am i to run to
to rid of this heartache
pain stirkes
as i
imagine the scenario
is that where i want to go
not at all
it just happens to flow
i fume with anger and pain
heat up burning inside of me emotional flames
call the fire house
i need them again
my strength is running low
my tears are more and more
this is a real horro show
and the fright i cant endure
so where am i to go
what am i to do
when you're off sitting happy
and my life is completely eternally screwed...
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