Real Raw

lets get down and dirty to the knitty gritty lets face reality who said its gon be purrty distance is between us tension causes us to fuss emotions covered in dust still searching for the love my eyes are sick of tears heart is still in fear .... day four and im speechles cant even imagine writing this emotions caught up in a whirlwind cant tell my out from in whose to say the truth whose to say a lie whose to make a suggestion and whose the one to decide still stuck in a zone of not quite understanding music is my lover for now comin quite handy things are zoomin by everything that deals with life ....speechless wait i say speechless yet im full of words maybe cuz im full of hurt still in disbelief what is to become of me...