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I feel darkness its everywhere
But I still see shadows fall upon what
may seem a very dark figure.
Its hideouse scary inormously big.
Im afraid but im queit, It takes the whole
side of the room with it.
It dont leave it just sits there Im so
unhappy. How can I define it, what may I do
to stop it. Its comeing, it gets closer.
Its bringing me down. I try not to let it
but it does anyway. It dont tak It just
stares.
I am the only one who can see it.
Everyone else just sees the pain it causes.
No one understands. I cant keep hideing my
bags. My eyes are tired, Im always drousy.
People think Im sick. When Im just sleepy.
My stomach hurts as it gets closer. Im
afraid its going to take me away. Please how
do I stop it Im very afraid.
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The way they look at me is almost time stopping. The icey color. The shadow that fall's right
below. Why can't I stop staring? Why are they looking at me? I don't know if it scares me or
just rightly sets me in a mood. What mood? They are beautiful almost unreal... They send
me into a deep thought and a completely differant world. Can I not find the right word for
what they are? Not mysteriouse. Not wanting. Hmmm... My thought's race as I begin to breath
some what hard. Wow, what is wrong with me. Who is this person? Why do I look into thier
soul through thier waunderful time stoppin eyes. It is like I just wan't to melt. I feel a cold
breeze and I almost snap out of it. Wait now what? What is it... I just cant stop the daze. It is
so amazing, so waunderful. I just want them. I don't want the person just thier eyes. Can I
have them? They have to be God's eyes. No man can have such an affect on a woman
through such a thing as his eye's. I just cant figure this out. Im in such deep thought about
all this. What is worng with me? I am not thinking this! I could not just take them. He would
kill me if I tried to take his eye's. He is so much bigger than me. NO, wait I would never
committ such a crime. That is terrible how could I think like a killer. Taking someone's eye's!
That is just terrible! I could never. What if I could just have him. If he was mine his eye's
would also be mine. Hmm... just to think. Can I own something as beatiful and time stopping
as these eye's? That would be controlling of me. I am not like that. This is crazy what are
they doing to me. It's like they turn me into a completly differant person. Do I like it? I don't
know. All I think about is wanting his eyes. It is so consuming to my soul and my mind. Wait
what he is he doing? Is he coming over here? Could that be? Oh what if I can't speak for
looking into his eyes? Oh no, what about all my thoughts? What do I do? I can't run, for I am
in such a trance. Wait what is he doing? Where is he going. It can't be! Is it over? Just like
that? Wow, and yet still I can't stop thinking about those dark, beatiful, waunderful, icey
eye's.
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I see the shadow's
they get closer and closer
I get deeper and deeper into the dispair
you have put me in.
I am running away. You have put me down and
drug me around for the last time.
I cant take the hurt anymore it's to
complicated, you have broken my dreams and
let me cry till can't go on anymore.
I am hurt... I am hurt and i am scared. My
dreams are scattered for i don't know them
anymore.....
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I worry constanty of these dreams
at night
They come and go as birds of flight
The images never leave
So I never sleep...
Therefor are these really dreams?
Maybe there visions or just day dreams.
Maybe Im crazy because I cant sleep...
I know Im strange but so do they
So why does it matter what other people say?
My life goes on as if it never happened
Am I here or have I taken action?
Well Im not gone yet so I must not
be apsent. You see me now but may you not
later that ok I'll be back soon. Thats one
good thing about being me you never know
whats gonna happen.
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When I think about the love he say's he has for me, I
think about all the times people have said they love
me. No one's love is as great as his. I have never
heard someone tell me they love me like him. He says
he is sure and he want's to give me the world. I say... I
don't know if I can take all the spoiling. I am
use to working for everything. I know that he is as
perfect as it get's. He work's hard but still he think's
he need's to be better. For me... he is as perfect as they come.
Any more perfect and I might say it was a little
untouched and almost finshed. I know that he is trying,
he don't have to show me that. All I wan't is to know is
that he love's me, and that is something he says he know's
for a fact.
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The shadows rise just before sun fall
People seem to become tranced through it
all. They speak of goblins, ghosts,and such.
Do people realize what they see. Shadows
jump from wall to wall they fallow you down
through the halls. They are there when you
wake and when you go to sleep. They are
dark little figures who through it all
never go away even after sun fall.
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When your just sitting here
trying to realise what's going
on in your life. So confusing
and sometimes wonderful but
still yet hurtful to sit and
think. Where am I going? What
am I doing? How am I getting to
all my dreams. When the city
lights seem just so far away
for a country girl to say I'm
not alone. When the one that
seems so close to you but
still so far out of reach to
hold as dear as you would
like . They just seem so close
you feel a tingle inside and
out that touches your heart and
just makes you want to cry.
What is this what am I
experiencing. Is it really a
mothers love? Do people really
realise how close I have come
to the wonderful thing that is
growing so close inside me? Can
I take this? Can I do this? Yes
I can because I'm not alone. The
wonderful man that loves me
also loves my beautiful angel.
Not only is she mine she is his
and soon we will be a family. I
can do this. For she is not
just part of me but a part of
him to.
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I fear these feelings I feel inside
How deep they are
Why wont they hide
I am afraid the feeling is not the same
Why cant they leave befor I go insane
I can not hide my fear inside
It shows right straight through my eyes
You ask whats wrong but I still
Try to deny
The facts that are hideing deep inside
I hold them back as long as I can
I have not yet said what I can
Im confused scared afraid and all
what do I do before I fall
Deeper in these feelings inside.
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