Thoughts of a Perfect Angel

When your just sitting here trying to realise what's going on in your life. So confusing and sometimes wonderful but still yet hurtful to sit and think. Where am I going? What am I doing? How am I getting to all my dreams. When the city lights seem just so far away for a country girl to say I'm not alone. When the one that seems so close to you but still so far out of reach to hold as dear as you would like . They just seem so close you feel a tingle inside and out that touches your heart and just makes you want to cry. What is this what am I experiencing. Is it really a mothers love? Do people really realise how close I have come to the wonderful thing that is growing so close inside me? Can I take this? Can I do this? Yes I can because I'm not alone. The wonderful man that loves me also loves my beautiful angel. Not only is she mine she is his and soon we will be a family. I can do this. For she is not just part of me but a part of him to.