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Shae Poole Poem
It's been a pretty good day better than the last few.
My anxiety feels better and my depression does too.
It's like some sort of weight has been lifted off me.
Like I've let go of some stress maybe that was the key.
I miss my baby more than you can ever really imagine.
I just hope he grows up when he gets out and stops trapping.
He wants us to get married when he gets to come home.
But if he doesn't change some of his ways I'll be gone.
I'm sure it will hurt like hell to move on without him.
It'll feel like I lost some part of me, like I lost a limb.
If he doesn't change I'll have to leave cause I do love me.
I'm sure he thinks ill never leave but not change & he'll see.
He's gonna be gone so long that I really hate to think about it.
It makes me want to curl up and cry for a little bit.
I've been trying to be strong and hide how I really feel.
I don't want to let anyone else in to learn my whole deal.
Sometimes I feel so alone out here without him by my side.
I know one day ill get use to it but it'll take some time.
Sometimes I feel like my heart is being ripped from my chest
I feel like him being gone so long is like some sort of test.
To see how strong our relationship is and if the love is real.
So I'm gonna joste him out the whole time and just chill.
To see if what we have is gonna last after he gets out.
And if its what I really want and if its the right route.
I'll end with I'm glad I feel better than I have the last few days.
And I hope when he gets out he changes some of his ways.
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Sometimes I wonder if he realizes how he makes me feel.
Like I'm not important at all kinda like I don't really matter.
I wish he would do like old times and just talk and chill.
Without him acting all jealous and as crazy as mad hatter.
The thing is that I really did love him without ing him.
Let's break some weed down and pick out all of the stems.
Rol it up , then get ready to light that up at 4:20am.
Then let's put the music on and let's get ready to jam .
Dance around the kitchen singing as loud as she can.
When them feeling's started to come she is and she ran.
As far away as it is from the East all the way to the west.
Then if anyone comes in the can join and be the star guest.
In this show that some say is to short so just live it up.
Start to think positive thoughts like the half full cup.
Instead of the half empty cup it's really all about perception.
If you think positive thoughts your get positive results
The same thing goes when your being a negative Nancy.
One things you really shouldn't always be so damn sad.
Smile for a change and listen to how my life rearranged.
Dont leave me out here looking stupid that make me mad.
I got your back no matter what but I hate how you accuse.
Of everything that you could ever think that I could ever do.
I'll be there for you no matter what anyone thinks of me.
They gonna one day open them beautiful blue eyes,let's see.
Does it feel good when we look deep into them blue eyes.
Cause it makes me want to you even ing harder.
My pussy starts jumping a little and maybe a little bit wet
Let's write this down and take a picture so we won't forget.
I'm a freaky too and I like to make you moan & scream.
You won't be able to even lie about it maybe join my team.
Suck that dick like you want your mouth to be ed hard.
Climb on it like it's yours and you can do whatever you want.
I don't care it turns me on when you make that ass jiggle.
While that dick is in you make that ass really clap on it.
Don't be scared forever try to make that pussy take it all.
Make that ass bounce up and down on that big black dixk
Show them what a real in really feels like for real though.
Open the door baby and let's take a run and just go go go
Get away from here and everywhere else that is kinda close.
Let me throw my ass in a circle while that dick is in me.
Show him how a real woman rides a big ing cock.
Go a little faster baby oh yeah please don't ing stop.
Oh baby yeah I'm about to come all over that big dick
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Feelings aren't my master these days for sure
Even when they hurt me deep in my core
Today I have a solution to them ruling me
And that solution is God his strength is key
No matter what I feel I won't go backwards
I'll keep trudging and keep moving forward
For the ones who hurt me I'll just pray for them
Instead of holding onto to anger &staying grim
I've learned from my past that keeps me sick
So no matter what I won't fall for that trick
I'll keep moving forward and never look back
Because my life is staring to get on track
God has me and I'm so grateful for that today
So I'll sit my butt right here and just stay
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As we look up at the sky and watch the amazing light show.
It has me wondering why I really actually wanna know.
How to love me for being me and how to let my walls down.
And just relax, sit still, and listen for the sound.
I hope one day he will see I'm a queen I deserve a crown.
That I wanna live in God's will cause he's always around.
I wonder if I'll ever find my soulmate who asks me on dates.
Sometimes I just sit and ponder just think alot and wonder.
What's going to happen next and why I have pain in my chest
And why haven't already been a goner and if I'm a stoner.
Oh and how I got to be the best alot better than the rest.
I try not to be a hot mess and keep smiling no matter what
Your guess is as good as my guess and living takes guts.
So just keep on rising and smiling just fake it if u feel crappy.
It not ur business whats said about you shouldn't care at all.
As long as your happy then everything else is a mite point.
They don't have a life that's true never had to make that call.
Whether someone is too sappy so be nice and never taunt.
Cause you don't know what they been through or if they're ok
It's better to be nice and say the truth 1day some1 will stay.
Be by ur side always and always ride no matter the ways.
Your life is heading towards and one you will never be bored.
That your good to your core and wanna learn so much more.
You dreamt u flew like an eagle u soared or like a lion roared.
You'll never again question why never be afraid to try.
Anything at all cause ur not afraid I'm glad he stayed.
Right by my side won't say bye even if options are weighed.
I really try to keep an open mind and walk next to not behind.
Cause your from their ribs and ur pick even if one says dibs.
Your eyes are open your not blind and always try to be kind
Get rid of negative thoughts for good even if misunderstood.
Just keep trying don't ever think of actually giving up
You can get through anything you can always rise above
Anything that tries to get in the way one day some1 will stay.
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I feel like a hurricane has came through my life.
Like It wrecked havoc on every area some maybe twice.
I wish my life would calm down maybe a tad bit.
Maybe then it'll have pieces to the puzzle that fit.
I'm so over all the negative that's been going on.
Sometimes I wish I could just run away and be gone.
And that I wouldn't ever have to turn around to see.
That is who I am and this is who I'll always be.
I'm not perfect by no means not even close to it.
I wish I could just relax and maybe then I'd get.
Some kinda symbalance of serenity and peace again.
If you want to make me happy just buy me a new pen.
Cause I'm server by trade but I also love to write.
I love looking up at the stars late late at night.
I try to always enjoy the little moments life gives us.
I've been trying to slow it down some and not rush.
So I won't miss anything important that happens in it.
I've been doing that for a long time now maybe Ill quit.
Then maybe on won't miss out on something great.
Like maybe finding my true love on our first date.
How crazy would it be if Joe really is the one for me.
If he is I hope while he's away he'll open his eyes to see.
How much I truly love and care about him since day one.
We were always together then we had so much fun.
It didn't even have to be anything in particular we were doing.
As long as we were with each other a fun day was brewing.
So we took advantage of every moment we had in a day.
I hope he realizes I'm here forever I'll never go away.
One day I'll let him read some of the poems about him.
As long as I'm not right there cause I get nervous friend.
I am my own worst enemy I can't see any good in me
But I have faith in my God and I feel like that is key.
To start doing better in my life and in my adventure.
I'm so ready for it to start getting cold and be Winter.
So I can wear big comfy hoodies around all the time.
Maybe sit around a fire and maybe drink some wine.
Relax and enjoy the little moments in my life.
Since there won't be anymore anger or any strife.
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I'm so grateful right now and that's for real.
Stress is low now all I want to do is chill.
Today showed me that he really answer prayers
If you ask him for a sign it will appear.
My heart is stating to to heal a little bit.
It helps to smoke some weed and take a hit.
Relaxs your mind helps to heal your soul.
When you sit down and take some hits on a bowl.
Now I'm not saying that you won't want to get naked.
Maybe put some weed in brownies and bake it.
Enjoy every little second of every single day.
Let the ones I that love know your gonna stay.
That you'll always be there no matter what.
You'll walk with purpose and maybe a lil strut.
When you come in room all eyes are on you.
Your the life of the party and yes that s true.
You don't meet a stranger and your not shy.
That's why you like to serve tables always say hi.
I like to make money is why I like to work.
Hell I think I should make them pay me to twerk.
I bet for sure I would makes alot of money.
Bet it would be fun to be a Playboy Bunny.
I just want men to pay money to hang out.
I don't really want them what they talking about.
They just feed you lines and always just lie.
But I don't even want that ever I never wanna try.
To ever be in a relationship again cause they suck.
They cost me a lot of money and even a truck.
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If I don't slow down I may miss what my path is.
So I think I'll slow down and maybe let him kiss.
My lips and i don't mean the ones on my face
No longer will beg for him to stay just in case
Someone needed me to make them fell better.
Oh yeah I bet my pussy gets even more wetter.
Than anyone you ever knew or you slept with.
Especially when I'm sucking dick it turns me on.
I mean it makes me moan when it makes me choke
My head game is official just ask anyone I sucked .
Make them scream your name and say I love you.
You don't know what love is you really have no clue.
How your suppose to be around the person you love
But your coming up and your rising all the way above.
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Why oh why do I even still try.
When all he does is make me cry.
Then really not even care at all.
You can tell cause he never calls.
To check on me or to even just talk.
He ignore me when say I don't wanna walk..
And I ask him to come get me please.
If you don't believe me just watch and see.
How he acts when he gets around men.
Like no one can stop him he will always win.
No matter how hard the other person tries
No on can ever measure up you know why?
Cause he's selfish and never really cared.
When I think about it really it's to much to bare.
The pain makes your heart feel on fire.
You really wanna numb it by getting higher.
So you won't feel the hurt quite as much.
And maybe you won't crave his touch.
You'll maybe start to be okay by yourself.
And start to feel like a trophy on a shelve.
Like your more important than he can see.
Cause he's an idiot and that he'll always be.
For letting someone who cares that much go.
Maybe it's a blessing so she could put her life in row.
Without having the distraction of seeing him.
So she wouldn't drown again she learned to swim.
Even though she reAlky had a fear of water.
And then maybe she would again be a good daughter.
That send her mom money just to help out.
Maybe then she will find the real best route.
That her life is really suppose to be on right now.
Him acting that way still really has me like wow
I can't believe I ever thought he was my real friend.
Or that we would always be around til the very end.
He hurt my heart after I really gave him mine.
So I'm gonna take that as a really big clue or sign.
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The more I'm in my head thinking about things I can't control.
The more the anxiety and depression kicks in and takes its toll.
It's like I can't make my brain stop no matter how hard I try.
Sometimes I don't even want to get out of bed I just want to lay there and cry.
The next chapter in my life has got to be better than this last one.
If not I may just pack up everything and just make a run.
I wish that I had someone who would always be right beside me.
Hopefully one day I'll find that one guess I'll just have to wait and see.
Im working on getting to know me again on a deeper level.
I won't let anything take my happiness away not even the devil.
My choices in life have got me to where I am today even if they weren't all good.
No matter how many times I've stumbled and fell I got right back like I should.
Because it's not the fall the defines who you are deep in your core.
It's that you get back up and try again no matter how many times you open that door.
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I wonder what the future holds for me and Ken
One minute he loves me the next he changes plans
It's so confusing for me cause he has my heart
I really tried to fight it but he had me at the start
From the first day that we met I kinda knew I was his
Especially when he initiated our very first kiss
Normally I don't ever let anyone kiss me at all
That's intimacy and that's when I start to fall
It really scares me to death that I'll be hurt again
Cause I let me walls down and a few rules bend
Instead of running like I usually do I kinda stayed
I didn't follow any of the rules that I actually made
I feel like I'm setting myself up for another heart ache
I sure hope I'm wrong cause my feelings are at stake
I really want to keep believing that I'll find true love
Someone that fits me like a hand does in a glove
That'll be my better half as long as we're alive
That's why I keep opening up and I give it another try
No matter how bad my heart hurts I don't give up
Hopefully one day I'll have a little bit better luck
Maybe he will surprise me and show me he loves me
I sure hope he opens his eyes so maybe he can see
That when I say I love you I really mean what I say
Maybe he will stick by side and he will always stay
Through all the good times as well as the struggles
I sure wish he was here so we could just snuggle
I hope he really turns out to be different than the rest
Sitting here thinking makes my heart beat out my chest
I feel like I'm gonna be the one with a heart that's broken
The one who feels like she can't breathe like she's choking
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