Never Give Up

The more I'm in my head thinking about things I can't control. The more the anxiety and depression kicks in and takes its toll. It's like I can't make my brain stop no matter how hard I try. Sometimes I don't even want to get out of bed I just want to lay there and cry. The next chapter in my life has got to be better than this last one. If not I may just pack up everything and just make a run. I wish that I had someone who would always be right beside me. Hopefully one day I'll find that one guess I'll just have to wait and see. Im working on getting to know me again on a deeper level. I won't let anything take my happiness away not even the devil. My choices in life have got me to where I am today even if they weren't all good. No matter how many times I've stumbled and fell I got right back like I should. Because it's not the fall the defines who you are deep in your core. It's that you get back up and try again no matter how many times you open that door.