Take Time To Enjoy Little Moments

I feel like a hurricane has came through my life. Like It wrecked havoc on every area some maybe twice. I wish my life would calm down maybe a tad bit. Maybe then it'll have pieces to the puzzle that fit. I'm so over all the negative that's been going on. Sometimes I wish I could just run away and be gone. And that I wouldn't ever have to turn around to see. That is who I am and this is who I'll always be. I'm not perfect by no means not even close to it. I wish I could just relax and maybe then I'd get. Some kinda symbalance of serenity and peace again. If you want to make me happy just buy me a new pen. Cause I'm server by trade but I also love to write. I love looking up at the stars late late at night. I try to always enjoy the little moments life gives us. I've been trying to slow it down some and not rush. So I won't miss anything important that happens in it. I've been doing that for a long time now maybe Ill quit. Then maybe on won't miss out on something great. Like maybe finding my true love on our first date. How crazy would it be if Joe really is the one for me. If he is I hope while he's away he'll open his eyes to see. How much I truly love and care about him since day one. We were always together then we had so much fun. It didn't even have to be anything in particular we were doing. As long as we were with each other a fun day was brewing. So we took advantage of every moment we had in a day. I hope he realizes I'm here forever I'll never go away. One day I'll let him read some of the poems about him. As long as I'm not right there cause I get nervous friend. I am my own worst enemy I can't see any good in me But I have faith in my God and I feel like that is key. To start doing better in my life and in my adventure. I'm so ready for it to start getting cold and be Winter. So I can wear big comfy hoodies around all the time. Maybe sit around a fire and maybe drink some wine. Relax and enjoy the little moments in my life. Since there won't be anymore anger or any strife.