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Samuel Espinoza Poem
What does a person have to do to receive the pain
That I have felt here and again?
I don't know what I did but I wish that I could take it back
It's like my world is slowly turning black
My best friend is drifting away
And I don't' know if she talk to me another day
Why is life so unforgiving?
It's like I am doing more losing than winning
I wish I take it all back, what I said, what I did,
My thoughts I have to forbid
Of ending my life and cutting it short
The list of problems is so long you could write a report
So I am stuck in this hole I dug
And now I am going to hide under a rug
Copyright © Samuel Espinoza | Year Posted 2005
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Samuel Espinoza Poem
I have thought about what I did, what I've said,
It keeps playing over and over on the inside of my head,
I can't believe my one and only friend I did betray,
To make it up to her I would go out of my way,
But she doesn't want to hear from me again,
Just because my drifted away, but when?
I figure it was when she said she just wanted to be friends.
Now I am stuck on what I should do,
Should I crawl on my knees and ask for forgiveness?
Or should I walk away and lose all of my sweetness?
But if walk away I am a coward,
And if I ask for forgiveness and she forgives me then I would feel guilty,
So I ask you this, What do I mean to you?
Do I mean the same as a regular friend?
Or am I one of the few that is above the rest?
Our friendship is really put through the test
I don't want to be anything more,
I had my chance and it hit the floor,
I just want to call you friend
And I mean that to the very end.
Copyright © Samuel Espinoza | Year Posted 2005
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Samuel Espinoza Poem
Calling my name from a distant land,
Helping me cope with life's problems and staying by my side,
Also being the best friend a person could have,
Reaching new heights as our love strengthens
Loving the words that come out of her mouth, the way she puts them,
Of course, she always makes me feel at home, although we never met in person,
Thinking of her makes me feel like I'm in ecstasy,
To leave her would be sheer suicide to my soul and every emotion I have for her,
Even though we have never met; I maintain a positive attitude and know we are destined
to be together.
Copyright © Samuel Espinoza | Year Posted 2005
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