The Mistake

I have thought about what I did, what I've said, It keeps playing over and over on the inside of my head, I can't believe my one and only friend I did betray, To make it up to her I would go out of my way, But she doesn't want to hear from me again, Just because my drifted away, but when? I figure it was when she said she just wanted to be friends. Now I am stuck on what I should do, Should I crawl on my knees and ask for forgiveness? Or should I walk away and lose all of my sweetness? But if walk away I am a coward, And if I ask for forgiveness and she forgives me then I would feel guilty, So I ask you this, What do I mean to you? Do I mean the same as a regular friend? Or am I one of the few that is above the rest? Our friendship is really put through the test I don't want to be anything more, I had my chance and it hit the floor, I just want to call you friend And I mean that to the very end.