I'M So Sorry

Whys it so hard to always make the right choices, It's so easy to give in to all the evil voices, My hole life I've chose the wrong path, Was easy ignoring all the wrong it was always having laugh, It went on so long it was hard to stop and change, It's was addmiting the wrong and coming down to earth it was so strange, Losing everything around me, the whole life I had built, Then the hard part living everyday with guilt on top on guilt, Sorry is so easy to say i can leave in on repeat, It's Looking Into your mom's eyes and say it for the 100th time then you know defeat, Need to break the circle and start a new life, So Nobody knows your name and just enjoy being a dad without the strife. Your friend matty d :) xx