Mental Mat

Where did I go wrong was it school or after, Used to go with the flow think life was all laughter, I done so much wrong I'm sorry let me put things right, Is it like this till the end is everyday is a fight, I want to be happy and that feeling to keep, All around me the shadows just creep, I don't mean to upset things always come out wrong, I feel so alone I don't know where I belong, Its my mom and my kids what keep me going, The rest of the world pls just stop its all mind blowing, Im 6ft 3 and look real mean, The true me many ain't seen, Just for one day let everything stop and we all pass on a smile, Until that day I'm mental mat with my head covered with tin foil. Your friend matty d :) xx