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Arilene Ramos Poem
It hasn’t always been this way I remember brighter days Before the dark ones came Stole my mind Wrapped my soul in chains Now I live among the dead Fighting voices in my head Hoping someone hears me crying in the night And carries me away.. that demons are driving me crazy day and night please stop the voices in my head .. I need to get out of this darkness please make the voices stop Morning breaks another day Finds me crying in the rain all alone with my demons ing with my madness. Arilene Ramos
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I don't want to be sad, it's like mourning,
I usually die 60 times a minute,
Always heartbroken,
Time withers in my soul this flower of mourning.
And I don't want to be sad, I know the mud,
Before I die I want to dance my last tango,
I am a poet who lives from her verses curse I was born sick ,I have been so long ago that I write that I do not remember,I live in summer my soul lives in winter, my ego in the fire of my notebook.
I've already learned not to torture myself for being different,There is still ink left in this pen with which you wrote Makes My Soul Suffer, And I still haven't learned the paths of the labyrinth of my heart I've wasted my time, I've forgotten the crying,
I've felt the wind taking my life
I've cured the pain, I've flown slowly,
I've cried so much that I'm alone.
The virgin's cloak was prayed
I have prayed that I will forgive my sins,
I don't pray to God but I've kissed my rosary,
I already touched the bottom, that run is over,
You're welcome when my heart sends me,
It beats under the heart that lays down the memories and Feelings I don't know where to start over because I don't have time All those good times that won't come back And another shot of tequila for the tears of blood that I'm crying for my bad choices for the people I miss and my soul hurts not being able to look at them If I went blind was to never see you again,
I'm more afraid of life than death,
There's a fine thread between loving you and thinking to you,I don't remember the trick I learned to forget you.
And I've already lost heaven and won hell
I still have time to write my last letter I can't say goodbye ...I have lost the fear and I have gained more than a kilo so sweet that I need to continue living ,I live the life aimlessly, but quiet My verses travel the world.
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Even if you feel tired, even if the triumph leaves you, even if the pain hurts you, even if he does not love you Even if a betrayal hurts you, even if a relationship goes out, Even though the pain burns your eyes, even if they ignore your efforts,
Although hope dies, even if you never get to love me even if you are unattainable for me I love you even if you are only that memory that pity my being even if the world opposes I will continue to love you how to explain to my heart that you will not return even though this love is one cursing me because I am in hell and burning myself for this love that was buried in my soul bones but in spite of everything I would fall in love with you again ...
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Abuelita.................. Grandma.................. You don't know how much I need. there are days i pretend i'm talking to you to make my heart believe that you're still here ... and the truth i don't know how to can’t explain to him that you're no longer here with me.., because I don't even know how to endure this pain that is breaking my soul and the truth I prefer death not to live without you ... when I saw you at the funeral and touch your hand I feel like it wasn't you because I don't remember you that way I wanna believe that you're still alive because I'm suffering crying every day I'm going crazy my beautiful old lady I’m been through the worst of of my life But the Hardest was losing you my days are dark my sins weight more my tears hurting me more each day .. you know that my days here are numbered I don't think I'm going to heaven for so many sins since you left I only seek death . I wish I could return time and be able to see you again and hug you and never let you go because you are the machine that gives life to my heart and since you left my heart no longer has the strength of I continue to go on apart this pain is killing me day by day so I want to ask you to come for me... without you and my son,, all I want is to rest because I am in agony that seems eternal I am paying for my mistakes and with a very high interest I regret all the wrong things I did and I heartily ask God to take me so that I can hug you once more and tell you how much I miss you and I need you I’m lost without you perdóname abuelita
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??? ?? ?????? ?? If I had never met you,
I have never known the feeling called love that connects your soul and heart But I also learned to cry and I do not want to feel this pain because my soul hurts and my heart can’t not deal with a other failure there are times I wonder how many more disappointments ? I do not want to fall in love again it hurts too much I do not explain how in time you became important to me when I thought that I would not fall in love again I know that you do not know that I fell in love with you .. and it is better that is my fault when I met I was very vulnerable and your caresses took me to another planet and your kisses made me feel what I never thought to feel, my soul hurts because I don't know how to forget you ...I fall in love with an impossible .., how can explaining that I am in love with you when your heart already has an owner, you don’t look at me as I look at you .. when my eyes look at you they take me to a different world that world that I call it love and drive me crazy
But if I had never met you,
I wouldn't know the pleasure
From the warm gifts of ecstasy
I didn't know what unconditional love was, blind love, loving you madly with that passion that you would do anything for that person ... I don't believe in taking anyone's life but for you I would kill to show you what you mean to me love . ., I don't know if this love is a curse but I fall madly in love with your essence you are my platonic love you are what my heart and my soul need to be able to live ..,
My poor sad life goes on and I go
Wondering why you can't look at me with love eyes ..., and give me a chance to show you what I feel for you ...? I do not want to be your friend I want to be your love your other Half I know for a fact that I can make you the happiest person on the whole phase of the earth .. it hurts that you never know what I feel for you
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I prefer you, you, you
Above all things
I love having you here, here and here
Even a few hours
I prefer you, you, you
Although you disappear
You only love me sometimes
What did you give me or what did you do to me, I don't know So this love callin' my name
Get out of my veins
If i need your love and you only here when you don’t have other choice why you don’t be honest stop playing with me but I prefer you above all things my stupid heart needs you to be alive..... JALAL
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Two hearts at the same time
they are in balance
one asking for justice
and another asking for revenge
I shot in the air
the heart fell on me
confidence of my great love i lost
never be afraid of the truth because it is like the bad Coca Cola is "without air without bubbles you will go down" "
I know your name is I never memorized it
by last name I call you Coca Cola
Your sweet name is better
that the Pillar of My name
What with the cigarette light
I saw my future
my cigarette went out
I lost my way and without your love I stayed
Who took your love? My lies
that you are disillusioned because immajinate me that I still love you I stayed like the Coca Cola whore without air and because I left without descent and in the ociko I have stuck and the forces of living still have already gone I have touched hell and I am here Alone living on the memories that your love left me I ask the sky that nothing bad ever happens to you ...
I ask you with my heart in your hand never forget that I adore you and always are but I fall and my ing life with that I finished it ....
With little words of love I would like to win you back
That I want to see the little eyes
that I pay you the entrance
that if you don't want to see this sad clown that not even the circus a free ticket wants ?? of sadness is dying
and what will he say what will he say
and what will he say what will he say
and what will he have to say
that I love you and adore you
And I love my CoCa CoLa burbujeando para arriba
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The hours passed And I keep thinking
If you still feel something for me, I'm consuming I keep waiting for you And you do not know when to come maybe it's better that you're not here with me anymore you're not happy it's clear that I have to come to my senses but as I explain to my heart or stay silent or I scream in your face How could you leave me In the nothing,, Or I tell you shortly I need you and the truth we are still in love, all my life is confused but maybe staying alone is better than bad accompanied But my heart is still burning for your love I can’t do this anymore god please don’t let me fall in love again in that next life I don’t want to go through this pain... I never been rejected but is always that one person that is going to give you heaven at first then he lets you burn in hell !!!!!!!!!
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Yes, I lost who I was and I walked the wrong way
Alcohol and drugs, I was killing the brain I was deep in my blood and weakened my love like that others and self-esteem I hated myself, I hated my guts I was trapped in the mud I was trapped in the rain My life was a flood I was hidden the crutch was hidden the truth was hidden the pain was hidden the tears disappear and not feel anything wishing I wasn't here to not hurt anyone wishing to die and be buried alive I was wondering why. like, "Why was I born? Why didn't they let me know? That I would end up without faith or hope. leave me I am not afraid of demons but every time i see them they end up taking something ,I don't let me die here alone Grandma, take me and let me go with you God, please forgive me .my son needs his mother but the person I see in the mirror is not me where I am? Of all the tears and blood that I shed I had no idea that the devil was around the corner Waiting to capture me when I least expected it Why didn't he tell me that love would become my worst enemy? And my life destroyed and everything around me. The older I get, the pain hurts more and the memories. The colder I get, the more I resent and live with regret. I don't make sense to me, If there's a god, why don't you answer? Are you protecting me? If there is a god, why would he want to end me? If there is a god, all I ask is that you rescue me. Will you rescue me.I have these dark thoughts, obstructing my damn brain I could grab a razor and let it go through my ing veins Watch the blood drip and let me die slowly And when you find my body, make sure my eyes are closed that's how I really feel, then when You look me in the eye, I only know that the pain is real I have been through things that I will probably never heal Caught in my dreams, because when I sleep is when I feel sleepy I never thought that my life would become a nightmare fight against my demons But they never fight clean If you knew half of what I am going through and suffer I try to move forward but it's like I'm stuck in a time machine instead No matter what, it's like the devil is getting cold on my shoulders Every day It gets darker, the nights get colder sober alone to be able to leave reality But, when the effect disappears, depression just "Can you look me in the eye? Can you tell me what you see? I've been empty, dead inside. Get me out of my misery. Can you hear my heart? Can you tell me if it beats? Can you see all my scars? Every wound struck deep
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The pain comes once again
The ground shines through the rain
Winter is ending, spring is near
The sky is sad because he knows that I will leave today to heaven God didn’t call me Im living before he calles me i hope he forgive me for doing this I’m just can’t stay here anymore forgive me lord ...
I look again, I don't want to leave
However, the pain returns
I try to stay, but it's too late
It's time I knew my destiny ... I'm cold maybe the road is long I couldn't say goodbye to you but I carry you in my soul and memories ... with a song say goodbye at my funeral and raise your glass and celebrate I’m in a better place I find peace I could be normal again...
I will fade but I will not leave
I will be alone in the shadows
I will be a memory if you allow me to
I hope you remember our timeline that we live together ....you always made me smile do not forget my mischief neither the love I have for you guys .... tia carina you always gonna be special for me.. I love you take care of my baby
I will be a whisper, and your hope
I will be a passage and the rope
I'll be the sun that will never set
I know that the lost time will never return but remember that I am your angel and look up the sky I’m the shiniest star
I will be the sun and the moon
Although I doubt, I will leave soon
I will be the tear in your eyes but don't keep me grudge forgive my mistakes
But for now I will be your goodbye it hurts me to go without seeing you once again but I am happy with my beautiful grandma and my uncle Huero ... I write songs for God and the angels of heaven.... thank you for everything you done for me god bless you all ...
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