If I Had Never Met You

??? ?? ?????? ?? If I had never met you, I have never known the feeling called love that connects your soul and heart But I also learned to cry and I do not want to feel this pain because my soul hurts and my heart can’t not deal with a other failure there are times I wonder how many more disappointments ? I do not want to fall in love again it hurts too much I do not explain how in time you became important to me when I thought that I would not fall in love again I know that you do not know that I fell in love with you .. and it is better that is my fault when I met I was very vulnerable and your caresses took me to another planet and your kisses made me feel what I never thought to feel, my soul hurts because I don't know how to forget you ...I fall in love with an impossible .., how can explaining that I am in love with you when your heart already has an owner, you don’t look at me as I look at you .. when my eyes look at you they take me to a different world that world that I call it love and drive me crazy But if I had never met you, I wouldn't know the pleasure From the warm gifts of ecstasy I didn't know what unconditional love was, blind love, loving you madly with that passion that you would do anything for that person ... I don't believe in taking anyone's life but for you I would kill to show you what you mean to me love . ., I don't know if this love is a curse but I fall madly in love with your essence you are my platonic love you are what my heart and my soul need to be able to live .., My poor sad life goes on and I go Wondering why you can't look at me with love eyes ..., and give me a chance to show you what I feel for you ...? I do not want to be your friend I want to be your love your other Half I know for a fact that I can make you the happiest person on the whole phase of the earth .. it hurts that you never know what I feel for you