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My thoughts are scattered as if they were old photographs upon the floor.
My stomach in knots as if i was nervous or sick.
Why though? I mean could this actually be true love or am i just a fool whom is used to be the broken glass on the floor?
Why is he the one who runs through my mind?
Is this love?
Or am i just a fool in love with a guy who calls me perfect?
Someone tell me.
As if my mind is playing these tricks on me, i keep wondering if he is the one.
Some cruel joke right?
Was he dared to love me?
Is he serious about me?
Damn it’s like i’m not allowed to get him off my mind even just for a moment.
I swear i’m in love.
If this is even love i hope it doesn’t run
He wouldn’t understand if i told him the thoughts in my mind.
Since the only thoughts on my mind when he talks to me are the things i want to do with him.
So if this is true love.
Allow me to hold him at least once before he leaves
Allow me to have my hands held by him
Allow me to sleep next to him or at least allow me the chance to be by his side
It’s like i’m already preparing for him to break me, but the smile he puts on my face makes me have hope once again.
Oh my god please allow this to be love and not just a heartache.
Please promise he’ll stay.
My love for him is unexplained by the words but the way i feel is true.
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Alone in this bed pondering the thoughts that make me fear the morning.
Why am i like this?
Is it the anxiety?
Or just the way i am?
I feel as if i’m on my last breath.
Am i alive or dead?
Do i do this to myself or is this normal?
It’s been this way since i was in middle school.
Too tired to be awake during the day its as if i was made to be awake during the night
I’m afraid to be alone, could this be something causing these feelings?
I don’t know what to do
Copyright © Sav Hester | Year Posted 2019
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So he told you he loved you, you’re confused but happy knowing he’s amazing.
You ask yourself why he’d even consider loving you but you can’t think of any reason to love yourself. So you just say you love him too, yes you have the feelings but your not sure it’s him or just the fear of being hurt again. You tend to smile every time he texts you, your heart begins to skip when he’s around but tends to break when he’s not talking to you. He calls you beautiful and pretty, he says he loves your eyes and smile your swarmed with butterflies. You’re in love with him but just too broken to accept it. Maybe he’s in love with you too, i mean sometimes you say you can feel his arms around your waist just holding you an pulling you as close as possible. This feeling is what you’ve wanted, it’s everything? So why can’t you just accept his love? Explain the feelings you feel on this blank page as if you were writing a letter to a friend.
Are you afraid? Is this not what you’ve been longing for over the years? Don’t you think he’s the one you need?
I’m afraid of this love, because once i admit i’m in love with him my heart may crumble. I don’t know the way to describe the way i’m feeling so this explanation is all over the place. My heart may be his but is still in it’s cage afraid to move, with fear of him leaving knowing everyone leaves. I say i love him too knowing i truly do, he’s everything and more to me, yet i’m running into the darkness so he won’t know where to find my heart. Losing my grip from the control, knowing every moment i see him the swarm of butterflies will knock my hand causing me to lose this tight grip i’ve held for so long. This whole thing is everything I wanted but yes i’m a little too broken to admit my love for him. I know not to live in fear but he makes me complete an fills almost every crack of my shattered heart even though it’s hidden in the darkness in this cage. Overreacting? Yes maybe but overreacting to protect a heart that has been tortured enough from the past. So no i can’t say i’m in love with him until i know he’ll stay, yes i think he’s the one i need and I’m so afraid to be in love. So here’s my explanation on this blank page that was filled with me admitting my love and putting this whole thing at risk
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Looking in your eyes just to get lost
Overwhelmed by the love you give
Vanished to a world with only you and I
Everlasting love never dies
Nothing lasts forever but please let us last for eternity
Everyone loves and then loses one true love but promise we won’t lose our love
Verify our love with a million kisses
Enter my heart and you will be the one to make it skip
Running our love miles across the towns and cities that seperate us
Describing our love is possible if only i could find the words
I love you these words will never be enough
Ending with you in my grasp
Shining love never dies
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You make it easier to breathe
So kiss me my love and give me something more than just a hand to hold
This is not a love poem
So spare me your time
Knowing you are my world
Maybe i need more than just that smile
Just to explain how much i love you
Knowing no word could linger on my lips to describe the way i feel about you
An i shall repeat this is no love poem my dear
As if these words upon a tongue of another have been spoken too many times
I love you
But that’s not enough
You deserve more than words
So kiss me my love
Hold me close and don’t let go
Let’s fall asleep with our lips locked to each others
As long as my lips are stuck to yours
It’ll be easier to breathe
Copyright © Sav Hester | Year Posted 2019
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