Love

My thoughts are scattered as if they were old photographs upon the floor. My stomach in knots as if i was nervous or sick. Why though? I mean could this actually be true love or am i just a fool whom is used to be the broken glass on the floor? Why is he the one who runs through my mind? Is this love? Or am i just a fool in love with a guy who calls me perfect? Someone tell me. As if my mind is playing these tricks on me, i keep wondering if he is the one. Some cruel joke right? Was he dared to love me? Is he serious about me? Damn it’s like i’m not allowed to get him off my mind even just for a moment. I swear i’m in love. If this is even love i hope it doesn’t run He wouldn’t understand if i told him the thoughts in my mind. Since the only thoughts on my mind when he talks to me are the things i want to do with him. So if this is true love. Allow me to hold him at least once before he leaves Allow me to have my hands held by him Allow me to sleep next to him or at least allow me the chance to be by his side It’s like i’m already preparing for him to break me, but the smile he puts on my face makes me have hope once again. Oh my god please allow this to be love and not just a heartache. Please promise he’ll stay. My love for him is unexplained by the words but the way i feel is true.