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Ishwar Zore Poem
I can't leave you in you're pain
Can't we just start it all again?
I promise I'll be wise this time
I'll keep it in mind that you ain't mine
Because the most important thing for me is for you to shine
This time I won't say things i shouldn't have
This time i know that 'You & Me' i couldn't have
This time i will be a good kid
I won't start liking you, in my heart won't plant the wrong seed
This time will make sure that our friendship will last forever
This time i will not act stupid but clever
Yeah i know , this time our conversations won't have that flavour
But its ok , atleast I'll be able to see, hear and talk to you
Atleast i will be able to run and walk to you
Atleast i won't have to look around when i see you
Atleast my eyes won't be wet after you're gone
Atleast i could focus all along
Loosing you was my biggest fear
Now life have become blur and unclear
When I look around, you aint there
I remember I had promised that I'd Never leave
This time don't ask for that promise, i won't even give
This time I swear I will be a good kid
But i guess we can't change things like we want to
In this life, you by my side is all i need
Just Because I can't see it
Does it mean it isn't there? Your love
Leaving me broke in midway
Is it fair?
Copyright © Ishwar Zore | Year Posted 2018
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Ishwar Zore Poem
It has been years now
standing on the edge
this Solitude
no more feels like a cage
all these bruises, all that rage
have now vanished
all those blunt edges are tarnished
my soul
I still need to furnish
it's OK to look back sometimes ....just don't stare
one thing is damn clear
my destiny still isn't here
because it is about the journey that I'll make
Its about the dreams we pursue for our own sake
I know !!! all those experiences work just headache
but in the end it's all about the bonds you make
Oh just f*** it !!!
let me enjoy this view of this beautiful lake !!??
Copyright © Ishwar Zore | Year Posted 2018
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Ishwar Zore Poem
You call yourself basic , a disaster....
I wanted your thought process to be slow but you just ran faster...
it is not your fault you are an athlete
the one who no more have time to do something that her heart loves, with your dreams all you do is cheat
but have you ever taken some time out to listen to that heartbeat
what is it beating for? 9 to 5 job ? Luxurious car? or an Instagram like or tweet?
where have you lost it? that passion ,that love, that heat ....
that burning desire to be better than yourself....
why is it that you always pull your own feet?
I told you how I felt about you
it wasn't intended to bring you offbeat
I said that because the day you will conquer your dreams I wanted to be there crying in the front seat
I don't know how you feel about me but that's definitely not what you said
I know that you are in Crisis trying to deal with all of this , not right in your head
instead of adding to your confusion I'll rather be dead
after saying all that don't you think there were some things which was left unsaid ??
whatever I meant I wrote it down, but maybe you didn't get it
as if they remain unsaid
don't you know that I will always be that push, not pull ,a motivator like that khaleesi on Dragon head
but still if you think I will be hard to be with you can walk away , crush my heart, go ahead
but don't you ever call yourself BASIC again
I just go brain dead
even if you are Ms.Disaster don't you worry I am a Nuclear Warhead...
Copyright © Ishwar Zore | Year Posted 2018
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Did I even Mention before?
Theres some tension in my core
I can't be silent, no more
I always close my doors
And try to forget unsettled scores
And try to complete undone chores
Try to numb myself
Set on collision course
Try to hold down Hulk
With incredible force
Rather facing
Emotions ignored
To myself I swore
Never to fall unless sure
Unless I find myself adored
Unless I find myself restored
Unless I am treated like Thor
Unless I am willingly explored
Unless loves willingly poured
I refuse to be Metaphor
I'll rather be Commodore
Fight storm like old boar
Then rest in peace ashore
An undefeated SALVADOR
Copyright © Ishwar Zore | Year Posted 2019
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Ishwar Zore Poem
I can see the light beyond the clouds
I can see rain beyond these drought
I can see blessings of all sorts
Still i want to cling to the pain beneath them
I want to overlook all your deeds and all your faults
And again get on that train
But its hurting
The fact that you think you don't like me anymore
Its hurting
The fact that you gave up the second we got hit by some misunderstandings
Its hurting
And this time, I don't feel like clinging anymore
I always walked 80% of the road
And you kept hesitating
I saw all the red flags but ignored them as we were dating
Clarity was something i always prioritiesed
But for you, even that i left fading
But over the pain that past caused you
You kept dreading
And questioning every step you took towards me
You said you wanted it to flow
but how was that outta happen if your not ready to set yourself free
Its been 3 weeks now and i feel that everything you said was in true
You never felt even 10% of what i felt for you
It have never happened that you like someone and that person didn't like you back, right?
You said that with such an enormous pride
That made me feel that i am just a dog following your ride
And here i was thinking that all that time, you were by my side
When you were actually saying "Its not just you , alright!"
I was happy in my world , from you , I had moved on
I never blamed you back then, was dancing on lifes song
But this time, its possibility is zero
You are amazing indead, you will find your hero
And will remember my name only as a contact in your phone
In my story you will be a chapter, in yours, i will just be an insignificant stepping stone
Now, when i think about every memory we shared
It feel like a lie
Every line you said sounds so lifeless, so dry
Now this mess is all over my floor
I wish i should have guessed, for me, what was in the store
Before writing "make it" i should have seen if you are sure
Atleast from your dry reaction to it, i should have understood
That you had no intentions to love me, i feel like your emotional food
I try to analyse my importance in your life
Its shameful that i have to compare
I should have felt secure by the way you look at me, but you just never stare
And now i feel stupid
I got my ass hit by the same arrow twice, that cupid
Its crazy that deep inside i still feel that you will come back
That you will finally pull out our connection out of the dark sack
But even if that happens how will i know that this time its true
Even if you say it out loud in front of the world
I don't know if I'll be able to bring myself to trust you !
I don't know if I'll be able to let you in
Even when there is just one person i think about
Just You
Copyright © Ishwar Zore | Year Posted 2019
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For the rain which have never been shy
Its strange to be this stubborn , this dry
Is it a defense mechanism? A lie ?
Or is it just who I've become? or am i just high?
Its not that I don't feel anymore
Its not that I count my blessings and forget my shortcomings... I do keep a score...
But now I aint that curious about humans no more
Now I know that there is nothing new in that store
So now I prefer not to water those plants anymore
Its not that I've given up on humanity, just that before giving all that energy
I just want to be a little bit sure
That this time there will be resonance
I know that there is no guarantee , I don't even expect an insurance
Because these are flawed humans afterall
But I wanna be sure that they will be there to hold me when I'll fall
But there is so much of fog, not easy to transcend
Its difficult to trust, to make a fox-hole friend
When you step out of school , fake friendship is a trend
Moreover I have my own insecurities to attend
For me 'fitting in' is hard to pretend
So now I'd rather curse you on your face
Or just ignore you and let you chase
And I am always in that phase
Where I want freedom from this rat race
This phase of mind is not implied but chosen
You can call me misanthrope but I am actually frozen
Copyright © Ishwar Zore | Year Posted 2019
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I saw you after 4 years
tried to be normal, tried to hide those tears
your first glance made me remember that enjoyment those cheers
that we used to have together
your one stare across the hall used to give this Caterpillar his feathers
being in love give me wings and I was ready to fly
but those Wings were not mine , I was shot out of the sky
that shock hit me so hard, I was out of my brain
but by just looking into your eyes after so long ,I forgot all my pain
it's funny how quickly my heart bounced back to the way it was before, it's so insane
but something was different this time ,on your face I saw a different kind of shine !
"Is it because of seeing me?" I wondered
"No way !! comparatively it's easy to get myself struck by Thunder!!"
I couldn't believe that it was true (us meeting)
it was difficult for me to keep my eyes away from you
I tried so hard to keep looking away
but my heart was out of its own way
of course I can't blame him ,he was seeing you after a million days
you and me on a date was one of my earliest dreams
so for disobeying me I cannot blame him
my stupid heart has always been too excited about everything
again he started dreaming of beautiful spring
it was so embarrassing
I felt like slapping myself
I wanted myself to be normal, I started trapping myself
so I tried to be a bit formal
even for a split second, it was difficult acting normal
but then you give me that cake
"For me!! you took so much efforts to make!"
how shouldn't have I melted at that gesture of yours
no one have ever done such cute thing for me ,in my entire life course
but decoding your facial expressions was more difficult than decoding morse
it was more difficult than controlling a wild horse
and then we walked into that book store
I couldn't resist that cuteness you wore
I couldn't help but notice how beautiful you are
almost like and undiscovered star
a star which was out of my reach
a star which I could only stare from a deserted beach
but that star was holding my hand today yeah yeah !! I know traffic was the reason!
but I believe that the road purposely came in our way
even those two seconds left me speechless
my mind was a crazy mess
"Ishwar what are you doing
you know how it goes right
you don't even know how strongly she feels for you or she never might
notice you
the way you did before
you don't know what is in the store
you don't know if she admired you the same way or it's just you here who adore
Copyright © Ishwar Zore | Year Posted 2019
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Its no wonder I get angry alot
Coz there is pain hidden in every single slot
Of my soul
Its been always there, like a mole
A empty hole
Filled with expectations of others
Was a single son, i had no brothers
Parents wanted me to be their pillar
As if I ain't a human being
I was just a filler
Born in a slum
Wanted to play those drums
But couldn't afford
Pockets light like helium
Always on an edge of a sword
Keep studying, until you can follow the horde
Dreams are , don't you question our lord
Who is lord? I kept asking questions
Why is he unfair? They forgot to mention
If he exist, then why good people get hurt?
Why do I had to face this dirt?
All the drama at home
All the drama in school
What he thinks of himself
As if he's making me a fool
All the drama in love
Does he think its cool?
Does he think its a joke?
That all my other folks
Seem to have everything
My life-spong will never soak
Does he think its easy to endure one heartbreak?
That he dealt me three
As if by buying two, I got one extra free
Even that wasn't enough
Already my life wasn't tough
He wanted it more rough
So even up above
I was given these looks
Made me bury my face
Inside thick set of books
But what about fat body i had?
"How will I hide it?" I was sad
They called me "bheem ka ladoo"
I didn't had enough clue
That names spread like a fire
Everyone knew it, i was tired
Of living this life
Walking on so many knife
No single side - easy,nice
But i kept running the race
Kept on fighting my days
Kept working hard on myself
There was no one to help
There was no one who cared
There was no one who dared
To stand by myyyy side
my juicy heart now dried
A heartless demon created
Who was always been hated
You can judge me all you want
Yeah I am INFURIATED !
Copyright © Ishwar Zore | Year Posted 2019
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Why are humans walking dead ?
With no heart but Rock instead
Following each other for jam and bread
Living lives that they all dread
Making choices that they regret
Gay ,lesbians pretending to be straight
To embrace the reality ,they are afraid
Their greatest dreams , already dead
Obeying opinions , like servants being paid
Confused and Angry inside their head
Smiles covering the tears they shed
Hearts lone but bodies get laid
Souls dark but lipsticks red
enough explained, Enough is Said
Should we listen to our heart or head? Should we try to find from what we're made ?
Should we play our own game or follow others to get fake appreciation
Well played !!
Copyright © Ishwar Zore | Year Posted 2019
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Started with nothing but faith...
That one day I will be what I wanted to be ....may be late
someone asked me "what is it ?"
that question Shooked me a bit
because I had no definition
it was like a unknown mission
A Captain who just wants to make things right
all he knew was that this version he had was strong and bright
his heart was full of blooming light
standing through nose cold and breezy nights
even though he had no map or no GPRS
dreams was something he wanted to chase
but still that question stood there unfinished "what is it ?"
this was the question which hit him when he was 12
the time when most of them are either busy wining or dwell
when everyone was happy on the surface he wanted to break the shell
His teenage went thinking about life
what is life ? A sweet ice cream or sharp knife
surrounded with all the problems and mess ....is there something human will love and feel pain a bit less?
answer was all the small dreams in his eyes
his dad told him that those are just fairy tales ...beautiful lies
but he couldn't ignore that connection
and the question still remain the same
"what is it?"
but maybe this question have no answer
because humans are just freelancers
who do stuff they love
it needed no definition because there is no one they need to explain it to
it is just a heaven their heart is connected to
or may be the question itself is the answer
keep on shining new 'what' after the completion of the last one
this idea sounds so handsome
look your heart have no language because it's sings the song
you need to dance on the rhythm all along
and there is not just one song your heart is singing
one can have multiple dreams ..start thinking
solitude is all you need
Because it is something on which your mind feed
ask yourself this one question when splitwise is all you see
which option will you regret the least option A or option B ?
Copyright © Ishwar Zore | Year Posted 2018
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