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Ishwar Zore Poem
I can't leave you in you're pain
Can't we just start it all again?
I promise I'll be wise this time
I'll keep it in mind that you ain't mine
Because the most important thing for me is for you to shine
This time I won't say things i shouldn't have
This time i know that 'You & Me' i couldn't have
This time i will be a good kid
I won't start liking you, in my heart won't plant the wrong seed
This time will make sure that our friendship will last forever
This time i will not act stupid but clever
Yeah i know , this time our conversations won't have that flavour
But its ok , atleast I'll be able to see, hear and talk to you
Atleast i will be able to run and walk to you
Atleast i won't have to look around when i see you
Atleast my eyes won't be wet after you're gone
Atleast i could focus all along
Loosing you was my biggest fear
Now life have become blur and unclear
When I look around, you aint there
I remember I had promised that I'd Never leave
This time don't ask for that promise, i won't even give
This time I swear I will be a good kid
But i guess we can't change things like we want to
In this life, you by my side is all i need
Just Because I can't see it
Does it mean it isn't there? Your love
Leaving me broke in midway
Is it fair?
Copyright © Ishwar Zore | Year Posted 2018
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Ishwar Zore Poem
It has been years now
standing on the edge
this Solitude
no more feels like a cage
all these bruises, all that rage
have now vanished
all those blunt edges are tarnished
my soul
I still need to furnish
it's OK to look back sometimes ....just don't stare
one thing is damn clear
my destiny still isn't here
because it is about the journey that I'll make
Its about the dreams we pursue for our own sake
I know !!! all those experiences work just headache
but in the end it's all about the bonds you make
Oh just f*** it !!!
let me enjoy this view of this beautiful lake !!??
Copyright © Ishwar Zore | Year Posted 2018
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Ishwar Zore Poem
Did I even Mention before?
Theres some tension in my core
I can't be silent, no more
I always close my doors
And try to forget unsettled scores
And try to complete undone chores
Try to numb myself
Set on collision course
Try to hold down Hulk
With incredible force
Rather facing
Emotions ignored
To myself I swore
Never to fall unless sure
Unless I find myself adored
Unless I find myself restored
Unless I am treated like Thor
Unless I am willingly explored
Unless loves willingly poured
I refuse to be Metaphor
I'll rather be Commodore
Fight storm like old boar
Then rest in peace ashore
An undefeated SALVADOR
Copyright © Ishwar Zore | Year Posted 2019
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Ishwar Zore Poem
I saw you after 4 years
tried to be normal, tried to hide those tears
your first glance made me remember that enjoyment those cheers
that we used to have together
your one stare across the hall used to give this Caterpillar his feathers
being in love give me wings and I was ready to fly
but those Wings were not mine , I was shot out of the sky
that shock hit me so hard, I was out of my brain
but by just looking into your eyes after so long ,I forgot all my pain
it's funny how quickly my heart bounced back to the way it was before, it's so insane
but something was different this time ,on your face I saw a different kind of shine !
"Is it because of seeing me?" I wondered
"No way !! comparatively it's easy to get myself struck by Thunder!!"
I couldn't believe that it was true (us meeting)
it was difficult for me to keep my eyes away from you
I tried so hard to keep looking away
but my heart was out of its own way
of course I can't blame him ,he was seeing you after a million days
you and me on a date was one of my earliest dreams
so for disobeying me I cannot blame him
my stupid heart has always been too excited about everything
again he started dreaming of beautiful spring
it was so embarrassing
I felt like slapping myself
I wanted myself to be normal, I started trapping myself
so I tried to be a bit formal
even for a split second, it was difficult acting normal
but then you give me that cake
"For me!! you took so much efforts to make!"
how shouldn't have I melted at that gesture of yours
no one have ever done such cute thing for me ,in my entire life course
but decoding your facial expressions was more difficult than decoding morse
it was more difficult than controlling a wild horse
and then we walked into that book store
I couldn't resist that cuteness you wore
I couldn't help but notice how beautiful you are
almost like and undiscovered star
a star which was out of my reach
a star which I could only stare from a deserted beach
but that star was holding my hand today yeah yeah !! I know traffic was the reason!
but I believe that the road purposely came in our way
even those two seconds left me speechless
my mind was a crazy mess
"Ishwar what are you doing
you know how it goes right
you don't even know how strongly she feels for you or she never might
notice you
the way you did before
you don't know what is in the store
you don't know if she admired you the same way or it's just you here who adore
Copyright © Ishwar Zore | Year Posted 2019
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Ishwar Zore Poem
For the rain which have never been shy
Its strange to be this stubborn , this dry
Is it a defense mechanism? A lie ?
Or is it just who I've become? or am i just high?
Its not that I don't feel anymore
Its not that I count my blessings and forget my shortcomings... I do keep a score...
But now I aint that curious about humans no more
Now I know that there is nothing new in that store
So now I prefer not to water those plants anymore
Its not that I've given up on humanity, just that before giving all that energy
I just want to be a little bit sure
That this time there will be resonance
I know that there is no guarantee , I don't even expect an insurance
Because these are flawed humans afterall
But I wanna be sure that they will be there to hold me when I'll fall
But there is so much of fog, not easy to transcend
Its difficult to trust, to make a fox-hole friend
When you step out of school , fake friendship is a trend
Moreover I have my own insecurities to attend
For me 'fitting in' is hard to pretend
So now I'd rather curse you on your face
Or just ignore you and let you chase
And I am always in that phase
Where I want freedom from this rat race
This phase of mind is not implied but chosen
You can call me misanthrope but I am actually frozen
Copyright © Ishwar Zore | Year Posted 2019
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Ishwar Zore Poem
You call yourself basic , a disaster....
I wanted your thought process to be slow but you just ran faster...
it is not your fault you are an athlete
the one who no more have time to do something that her heart loves, with your dreams all you do is cheat
but have you ever taken some time out to listen to that heartbeat
what is it beating for? 9 to 5 job ? Luxurious car? or an Instagram like or tweet?
where have you lost it? that passion ,that love, that heat ....
that burning desire to be better than yourself....
why is it that you always pull your own feet?
I told you how I felt about you
it wasn't intended to bring you offbeat
I said that because the day you will conquer your dreams I wanted to be there crying in the front seat
I don't know how you feel about me but that's definitely not what you said
I know that you are in Crisis trying to deal with all of this , not right in your head
instead of adding to your confusion I'll rather be dead
after saying all that don't you think there were some things which was left unsaid ??
whatever I meant I wrote it down, but maybe you didn't get it
as if they remain unsaid
don't you know that I will always be that push, not pull ,a motivator like that khaleesi on Dragon head
but still if you think I will be hard to be with you can walk away , crush my heart, go ahead
but don't you ever call yourself BASIC again
I just go brain dead
even if you are Ms.Disaster don't you worry I am a Nuclear Warhead...
Copyright © Ishwar Zore | Year Posted 2018
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Ishwar Zore Poem
Loneliness.....
it is something that this world considers as Taboo , no one is free to express...
it is something that almost every one of four people is facing but they hate to admit it in each and every case ...
it is something that everyone of us have faced at some point of time but we won't admit anyways....
everyone tries to protect people from death but what about when you are alive and something dies inside ...
it is very easy to hide
because no one is interested to open that window and look inside
to see if your soul is still alive or have already died
and I won't even mind if my soul is already dead
because no one have ever tried to see what it is
always assumed instead
loneliness is not same as being alone
because you can be in a room full of people and can still be lonely
it is not an abandoned section
because humans are made for human connection
and when they don't get the deserved attention
they always feel lack of affection
towards this entire world around where people are busy listening unknown sounds
listening to those videos ,taps and those audio tracks online
but don't have time to ask the person sitting next to them if they are fine
and here I am not asking you to give solution for their questions
it is just about listening to their confusion
And help them to evolve and see their transition
Into that beautiful butterfly
Which could be freely flying in the sky
Only if they get an EAR
So that they can open up their thoughts and their fears
Only if they get someone to love , someone to care and someone to share
Copyright © Ishwar Zore | Year Posted 2018
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There is something missing in me
No working program, empty chasing i see
Is this what i chose to be
Or this is what i am forced to be
I don't know now what is close to me
I don't know now what flows through me
I don't know now what encourages me
I don't know now what saddens me
I don't know if GET is what i want to be
I do know friendships frighten me
I do know trust is hard to give
I do know love is hard to deal
I do know lone is all i feel
I do know i have to watch my meal
I do know my wounds need to heal
I do know it will all take some time
Till that I'll keep written rhymes
Till that I'll keep avoiding crimes
Till that I'll keep running heights
Till that I'll keep falling climbs
Till that I'll still be smiling smiles
Till that I'll avoid choosing sides
Till that I'll keep avoiding fight
Till that I'll fill my empty shell
Till that I'll try to know myself
Till that I'll try to gather wealth
Till that I'll try to improve my health
Till that I'll try to train extreme
Until opportunity knocks my screen
Then I'll be an invincible being
I'll be one crushing every scene
I'll be conquering every dream
I'll be inspiring every beings
Life will be a "HAPPINESS" theme
Copyright © Ishwar Zore | Year Posted 2019
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Ishwar Zore Poem
It's been some time
thinking about the same stuff since I was nine
but yeah this is fine I will keep working for it
but think for a bit
Why we keep dreaming about the same stuff and work on whole other ?
Why is it that our heart pulls us across the river and our mind wants to be safe on the Shore commands to sit ?
Why is it that we exhaust ourselves doing things you don't even love and when it comes to hobbies we are too tired because of the things that I mentioned above ?
Why is it that the rejection from past stop us from admitting what we feel in present
why am I so afraid to be that loser again instead of being excited about the future being pleasant ?
Why is it that instead of being proud about all the good things , we are insecure about that one thing bad ?
Why is it that instead of thinking we are worthy enough with think that this is something I can just wish I had ?
Why is it that we take life so lightly and thing that we have too much of time?
Other things come and go but you are (still) always on my mind !!
We have got life just once my friend
Why can't we just hold each others hand and Shine ??
Copyright © Ishwar Zore | Year Posted 2018
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Ishwar Zore Poem
I always did care about MY dreams MY goals and MY vision
human being in a lonely creature with a single mission
that he have embraced since he was small
writing it down thinking about it wanted to embark upon it once and for all
but now his is practicing
on the day when opportunity will strike he wants to be ready so is practicing
he wants to do something that he feels good about and he is practicing
but now something has happened with him
that MY is replaced by OUR it seems
this all seems so unexplainable...so weird
someone else's dreams become equal important ,everything is unclear
he is astonished by his own thoughts
he was practicing to his limits still unhappy by some sort
then he realised that this is because some other dreamer is in Crisis and couldn't find time for her own goals
because of being unable to practice she was drowning in her own soul
and it felt as if his chest have got a hole
struggle and pain have taught him how to change such things
inner peace and prioritising stuff was important for human beings
so I decided to be her motivator
what Les Brown did to him he wanted to do the same with no expectations
but in this Spaghetti unknowingly some other ingredient got involved
something that wasn't good for both FEELING it is called
but actually if we think about it that was just great
two Dreamers supporting each other that seem very perfect
the more he thought about it everything seemed so perfectly right
but this was his vision he was unaware of her Insight
he knew that she was confused about her life surrounded by crisis
he wanted to help her carry the burden by stepping out of his own comfort zone premises
but maybe this person was unknown of what he was feeling she couldn't understand
so she just put him away like a scumbag filled with sand
I used to dream about us running climbing and dreaming together hand in hand
And now again on my path ALONE I stand
Copyright © Ishwar Zore | Year Posted 2018
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