Make It

I saw you after 4 years 
tried to be normal, tried to hide those tears 
your first glance made me remember that enjoyment those cheers 
that we used to have together 
your one stare across the hall used to give this Caterpillar his feathers 
being in love give me wings and I was ready to fly 
but those Wings were not mine , I was shot out of the sky 
that shock hit me so hard, I was out of my brain 
but by just looking into your eyes after so long ,I forgot all my pain 
it's funny how quickly my heart bounced back to the way it was before, it's so insane 
but something was different this time ,on your face I saw a different kind of shine !
"Is it because of seeing me?" I wondered 
"No way !! comparatively it's easy to get myself struck by Thunder!!" 
I couldn't believe that it was true (us meeting) 
it was difficult for me to keep my eyes away from you 
I tried so hard to keep looking away 
but my heart was out of its own way 
of course I can't blame him ,he was seeing you after a million days 
you and me on a date was one of my earliest dreams 
so for disobeying me I cannot blame him 
my stupid heart has always been too excited about everything 
again he started dreaming of beautiful spring 
it was so embarrassing 
I felt like slapping myself 
I wanted myself to be normal, I started trapping myself 
so I tried to be a bit formal 
even for a split second, it was difficult acting normal 
but then you give me that cake 
"For me!! you took so much efforts to make!" 
how shouldn't have I melted at that gesture of yours 
no one have ever done such cute thing for me ,in my entire life course 
but decoding your facial expressions was more difficult than decoding morse 
it was more difficult than controlling a wild horse 
and then we walked into that book store 
I couldn't resist that cuteness you wore 
I couldn't help but notice how beautiful you are 
almost like and undiscovered star 
a star which was out of my reach 
a star which I could only stare from a deserted beach 
but that star was holding my hand today yeah yeah !! I know traffic was the reason!
but I believe that the road purposely came in our way 
even those two seconds left me speechless 
my mind was a crazy mess 
"Ishwar what are you doing 
you know how it goes right 
you don't even know how strongly she feels for you or she never might 
notice you 
the way you did before 
you don't know what is in the store 
you don't know if she admired you the same way or it's just you here who adore
Copyright © | Year Posted 2019

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Mchattie Avatar
April 9, 2019 at 11:24 AM
Ah, The dance of love. Sometimes it's hard to choose a partner. Have a great day.
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