Short Unloving Poems

My heart is a machine
Cold and lifeless
You think it should love you
It doesn’t know how
Neither do I

© Poem – VII/XIX/MMXXI...

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Prouder,
Louder,
Pushing & shoving,
Totally unloving,
Colder & farther,
Farther & farther
Away from you!

"Oh, God, is it true?
Is this really me?
Really, can it be,
My heart
Torn apart?
Heal me please!
Forgive me God, only Jesus frees!"...

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I am strong today
I can look Life in the face
   when she asks
What do you want of me?
   and say
I don't exactly know;
I am searching, strong, and free!

Life leans back, she laughs;
Her green eyes glow
   and she says to me
The search is long 
   the strong grow weak;
The unloved and unloving are the free!
And the mother in my head says told you so!...

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Horror behind those dead eyes
Black cold sunless skies
The screaming of babies and grieving of mothers
The pain and the suffering of billions of others
And black eyes look on
Heart's made of stone
And never has a soul looked so lost and alone
Uncaring unloving unloved
If hell ever was its all of mans making
The devil takes all and leaves nothing but hatred...

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I was drifting in a senseless daze.
Comfortably numb, unloving and unliving.

You awoke something deep in me.
Something lost since the time of innocence.

Life, returned, love, returned.

Longing as new and old, as beautiful and wrenching as I could ever remember or imagine.

I wish I didn’t have to miss your face, your laugh, your eyes and wisdom.

But I do.

Terribly....

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We don’t even talk anymore. I often wonder should I walk out the door.

Awkward silences. No laughter no joy.

We don’t even laugh anymore. I often wonder should I just walk out the  door.

Will we work things out? Can’t take this unloving stifle am I your friend or your wife?

All alone in love.

We don’t even smile anymore, why we still doing this for?

All alone unloved....

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I sit on my hands
At the bottom of the stairs
When will she call?
When can I move?

My mind wanders in the darkness
My soul takes flight
And my mind has wings
I am free
I see the cottage
The Red Woods
The stream
I am home

Being called back to reality
I stand and run
The Mother calls once more
Once again my world has stopped
Her unloving hand
My unloved face
Once more they meet...

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Crooked thoughts, misshapen dreams,
 The last one on your mind it seems.
Torn between the love I feel, 
 and the angry words you spiel. 
You've not yet once, recognized, 
 Your part in this, it's all still lies.
Everyone else, you choose to blame,
 With no remorse, regret or shame.
For me the pain is layers deep,
 But somehow in my heart you keep.
And maybe it will always be,
 From far away you're part of me....

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I dissolve into you,
   I am your effervescent love ...
   You dissolve in me,
   you are my loving salt ...

    Together we are creators
    of indivisible pure love...
    Together we dissolve
   all the unloving hate around ,,,
 

      When i kiss you
       I kiss me too ...
      In kisses we are in each other ...
      We are two in one,
      we merge,
      we dissolve
      together in one ......

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She was an itsy-bitsy girl and had a teeny kitten.
One night Daddy came in, knowing his daughter was
smitten.
He was most angry with the kitten!
The father screamed, "He is suffocating her!"

Dragged kitten outside, in the snow she was hurled.
It's all such a blur.
To this day, this little girl's heart cries.
For the kitten who froze to death,
Years ago, under unloving, Chicago winter skies.


Panagiota Romios
2/21/2019...

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Only this;
And a joyousness
Remembering many beautiful, matriarch models
And so you came gently in forgiveness;
Forgiving, allowing the arboreal atonement


I threw my resort upon the heart;
Of my cold unloving mind;
Back into my memories accommodating
That uttermost - that uttermost; 
And the savior was classifying;
The arboreal atonement allowing 




4/10/19
Written words by James Edward Lee Sr. 2019©...

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Only life teaches
that living can be finer than dreaming...
But not always...
That hope cannot be lost,
that faith serves us to move...
It teaches that winning is preferable than losing,
but learning to lose helps us to win...
Learning is a mission to evolve and evolve
is to carry the mission...
The sea since love is a solution, and unloving
and die...
Everything life teaches, but many do not prefer to...
That's why they don't live either... they just hibernate... !...

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I too have been a victim 
Of broken promises
Extended lies
At war with the world around me
At war with myself
Seeking out answers
And sabotaging my health
Went from zero to twenty
Covering my face with deceit 
With happiness
One void became plenty
Drinking passion when my heart was feeling empty
Collapsing 
Crying
In Doubt
Dying.  Slacking.
Cracking my heart to see
Oceans burst out
Watching them fade
Drying little streams
Loving the wrong things
And unloving me...

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Unloving feeling makes death so appealing
To all who are willing
Usurping all of which is forbidden
The mass denial of what is right
A common sight of all those who are living
Ask now and you shall recieve
Remember nothing comes for free
We take for granted everything but
everything is not for us to swim in
Be rest assured the time will come
when everything will burn while Death is grinning
For all the things stumbled upon
For all the things which always were forbidden!!...

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I am trying to love you forever 
I am trying to love you forever 
Like the sun and moon 
Like a mothers love 
I am trying to love you forever 
I am trying to love you forever 
Like the tide, constant in and out 
The relief of spring 
I am trying to love you forever 
give me the chance to try it out 
give me space to take the first step 
but stay close to catch me when I fall. 
I am trying to love you forever 
but you lie blank 
unresponsive 
uncaring 
unloving 
emotional coma...

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