Thirsting Heart Beats
By Nate Spears
Published 2013 in “Death OF A Rose” By Nate Spears
During a moment in your deepest desires
do I ever cross your thoughts in mind
for rehire,
while you’re clutching on your sheets of fire
cold and lonely
wanting to hold me
throughout the night
awaking into several dreams of a separation
without me
in your life
This is bought to a reality
by a lack of understanding
of a heart given in entirety
my love, my compassion, my good times
you insisted it was all a lie
I never claimed a proclamation of perfect
I’m wrapped in your bundle of hurting and burdens
from opposed late love
bad decisions
hoping and wishing
that all is not lost
in the cause of two wrongs
that were never made right
giving no guarantees
so what we adore
is always subject to a slip,
beneath our feet and on the way down
we reach a thirsting heart
that beats loneliness.
Categories:
rehire, life, love, heart, heart,
Form: Narrative
My whole life has become
one great big panic attack
scramblin' along
hopin' i don't fade to black
but i know i will
but i still scramble
and ramble
maybe for the thrill
up until i
am the kill
down to the last minute
i will still be in it
to win it
but the odds get greater
and i doubt myself
the great debater
colder bolder
my beauty is now in the eye of the beholder
i'm getting older
i cannot recover my losses
or rehire any of my bosses
i can now only shoot for a star
suck up the pain of my scar
and hope that i can go really really far
wondering where i'm going
wondering where you are
i can't take it all back
i can only hope to stay on track
for what?
to be at peace
when i fade to black
Categories:
rehire, allegory, angst, confusion, death,
Form: I do not know?