I`ll die waiting for my life
i am incredibly afraid to wait all the way until my death
its a sad reality im living
i´ve been waiting for way too long
i dont think i can do this anymore
life runs slow and fast and streches all the way to the past
it feels empty now as if everything has passed
and still i wait for something to happen yet i dont know what
i´ll die waiting for my life
im not asking for anything really im just asking for somethting so simple
so pathic and so childish but i do cry thinking about what i couldve had
maybe i am a grown up jealous child or maybe i am just being myself
Often the whispers of regular people visit my noisy ears
and i find myself fighting the urge to yell how good their live is comapred to mine
i want to feel like i have the right to cry and want to die
that way i never imrpove anything i stay still as a rock in a river
Life is slipping away and yet i dont even turn my head to glance at it for the last time
To me its a hopless case that neither you or I can save
Im a hypocrite beacuse i do cry thinking about how
I´ll die waiting for my life
Categories:
pathic, cry, fear, i am,
Form: Free verse
Could what we believe
is our neurological humane nature,
growing up
and cooperatively out
from LoseMe/LoseWe depressions
about ourselves
and our subculturally dynamic environments,
toward WinMe/LoseWe capitalistic patriarchalism,
toward WinMe/WinWe nurturing co-empathic communication,
Also feel
as if theologically new ancient redblooded spiritual
flowing up
and cooperatively out
ecological green/blue energy
growing from retributive injustice guilt and shame
toward WinEgo/WinEco absorbing compassion,
ego/eco-political EarthTribe healing
healthy nature of wealthy spirituality?
Could what we believe
is our positive/negative multi-regenerational
psychological internal nature
Have grown from
our ecological prime EarthMother Attachment,
flowing divine ZeroSum individuating energy
growing from discontinuous detached WinMe/LoseWe
post-partum dark experience
toward Win/Win eco-political healing
green new deal healthy
internal/external nature
Of wealthy holistic healing
health/wealth multicultural
multigenerational
multi-pathic
polyphonic
meta-euphoric experience?
Categories:
pathic, culture, earth, green, health,
Form: Political Verse
Summer soared,
"We love the Beloved,
so sacred is our Love-identity,
my Win-Win regenerating strategy."
Winter sneered
"I hate the Hated
so severe is my Hate-identity,
my Lose-Lose decomposing strategy."
Spring responded,
"I will fear/courage the Feared/Courageous,
so CourageFull/FearEmptying is my Fear/Courage-identity,
my nutrient balancing
producing/consuming economy."
Fall harvested,
"I continue angry/happy about this Bad/Glad Past,
so GraceFull/BadSadPurging is my Angry/Happy-identity,
my sometimes toxic falling,
sometimes nutritionally co-arising,
rich reproduction strategy."
Full/New Moon concluded,
"We polyparadigm our expanding polycultures,
so PolyCultures softly speak
anthro-pathic listening co-identities."
Eco/Ego-Language logosed,
"We paradigm our bicultural development,
so culture carries our Yin/Yang
integral Winter EarthMother
strong Summer SunFather
Yin/Yang
wu-wei revolution."
Categories:
pathic, anger, birth, courage, earth,
Form: Parallelismus Membrorum
I fell in love once and
ended up flat on my face
when I finally woke up
from that brutal blow
I didn't know which hurt
worse my face or my heart
feels like you reached right
into my chest with your hands and ripped
it into piece's those same
hands I use to love the touch of
I never thought I was going to
have to plan my life without you
involved in it this love thing
is a miserible ***** it might have
burnt out for you but for me
there's still not a day that
goes by that your not on my
mind, pathic as it is I know
that I'll always only love you
until my very end
Categories:
pathic, lost love, love,
Form: Free verse
you keep telling wat you got
but really is what you got true
caused you keep bragging
and say that you smashing
but get over yourself
im not stupid
and im shownuf an`t dumb
so you better coming again
with what you saying
because you out of your mind
you probaly think thats cool
but really its just plain pathic
are you trying to be a player
or are do you think its cute
how will you feel
if the other girl find out
will you be silent or will you deniyit
so what do exspect all of us to think
that is fun am=nd want us to ignore it
and act like nun happened
well you know what
you gonna loose all the girls
that heart you are trying to play with
so you better pray and stop being
you
you is districting
you is hurting others
so you needs to go and
you will be nomore
Categories:
pathic, slam, teen, , cute,
Form: Prose Poetry