waiting

I`ll die waiting for my life

i am incredibly afraid to wait all the way until my death

its a sad reality im living

i´ve been waiting for way too long 

i dont think i can do this anymore

life runs slow and fast and streches all the way to the past 

it feels empty now as if everything has passed 

and still i wait for something to happen yet i dont know what

i´ll die waiting for my life 

im not asking for anything really im just asking for somethting so simple

so pathic and so childish but i do cry thinking about what i couldve had

maybe i am a grown up jealous child or maybe i am just being myself 

Often the whispers of regular people visit my noisy ears 

and i find myself fighting the urge to yell how good their live is comapred to mine

i want to feel like i have the right to cry and want to die

that way i never imrpove anything i stay still as a rock in a river 

Life is slipping away and yet i dont even turn my head to glance at it for the last time

To me its a hopless case that neither you or I can save

Im a hypocrite beacuse i do cry thinking about how

I´ll die waiting for my life
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