Perceptions
perceptions
shaped
without intentions
mistaken
without corrections
misjudgments
accusations...
Perceptions
perceptions
what is the truth
in this dimension?
where do we go
what are our intentions?
I need to find
an explanation!
Jessica
Categories:
misjudgments, childhood, emotions, how i
Form: Rhyme
ECHOES OF TIME
I'm sorry if you have too much confidence in me for real ,I'm sorry.
After all ,what do I know about life and living?
I know nothing about the cosmic elements or about changes in tides
I certainly know nothing about birth and rebirth.
Want do I know about fate or fame?save me a thought-my lover
Or I'm I committed enough? What do I know about commitments?after all this is my 100th different relationship
I'm sorry my lover if I failed to fully harness our love
Like a gold mine presented to a blacksmith,I failed to dig all the value out from the great mine where we both fell heart first.
(Sighs)
What do I know anymore,
You may call this ramblings of a lost soul whom deepest thoughts are afloat like the kite hung up in the clouds and soaring against gravity , hoping and wishing to one day kiss the stars.
My lover, you are my star ,
The clouds of misjudgments cover and binds you like a vale ,I need it off
For so many memories shared have become a curse for a young blood ,lest I tarry in my disgust one more millennia please call me home and let the sound of my now rambling soul echoe through all of time.
Categories:
misjudgments, beautiful, break up, emotions,
Form: Lyric
Perhaps I was wrong
I should not have done those
And said the things which did nothing good
Neither for me nor for them
Instead, a great damage had been done to all
For the longer run, for longer relationships
I should have understood that
They have all sentiments just like I have
They get hurt as I get
I should have restrained
From winning debates
No prizes I win from their defeats
But I keep losing their hearts
Above all, I should have respected
Their honour and dignity
And recognized that they are too
Or belong to the race called human being
By no means has any one fetched
Humiliations and disrespect
Unconditionally I offer my apology
For my past misconducts
As well as for my misjudgments
In advance.
Categories:
misjudgments, wisdom,
Form: Free verse
Its a sad time for me.
Covered from head to toe in insecurities.
All I do is try and cover for my mistakes.
My misjudgments.
My displacement...
But what about those times of joy?
Gone within a blink of an eye.
It seems that my world would be one of pity.
but no its not pity more like a self hatred that runs deep.
It covers my heart with hard lace and frosted glass.
Covering me in something for show.
I used to glow.
Like a bright light.
That was also just for show.
A lie filled to the brink.
dishonest and out of synch.
Thats my story for now.
Im just a show and a sad story.
A sad time.
Categories:
misjudgments, angst, confusion, depression, fear,
Form: Free verse
Strength From Weakness
If strength comes from weakness
Then I must be very strong
I’ve learned many life lessons
From all that’s gone wrong
I’ve turned my back on truth
Denied too many facts
Sadly admitting of being
Too slow to react
If character comes from misjudgments
What a personality I must be
Too many wrong roads taken
From the paths in front of me
I’ve made u-turns in traffic
Been lost a time or two
Often missing my destination
When the daylight was through
If wisdom comes from trials
Then I must be a very smart man
I’ve struggled with temptation
As much as any one can
I’ve made mistakes, I’ve changed my ways
Only to be sidelined again
If I’m on the road to heaven
The path must be very thin
If forgiveness comes from asking
My knees would be very sore
Daily I plead for mercy
And then I asked some more
A perfect man I’ll never be
Mistakes I’ve made my share
Thankfully I serve a God
Who always hears my prayer
Categories:
misjudgments, lifeprayer,
Form: Rhyme
IS THIS you my dearest soul,
Is this you my beloved soul now so foul?
I have hard to live with the world
But the world for me’s so wild-
If I had a place to stand in the universe
I would shift the world using a lever-
To a place where it would suit me better;
But such a thing I am incapable of
My soul so I let cry tears
Of my own foolish follies,
Tears of my own misjudgments,
The world let it flog me to normalcy,
I acquiesce to every thing-
Should I be out of danger, good for me-
Should I die, that is my destiny.
Categories:
misjudgments, lifeworld, me, universe,
Form: Free verse
Clouding, gathering around us,
unforeseen entities stroll about
commenting on our slight misjudgments.
In humor they watch us.
They say, "Those imperfect little beasts,
roaming their territory with weapons drawn,
guarding little scraps of matter.
Worthless in the eyes of the mighty."
Fraught with flaws from foolish habits,
they cling to misguided tradition.
Implanted in their mind they know the truth.
The way it was meant to be.
Yet purposeful they turn away.
We know not why they act so.
So confused are they toward us,
scrambling to gain knowledge.
Why must they endure this life?
Why break the promise of Him?
What compels them to sin?
The one and only rule that was given.
HIS answer: Temptation
It fills their minds with second guessing,
deceiving them away from obvious choices.
So pleasing at first glance,
and the fish is caught.
Slowly creeping up so swiftly,
catching them in unprotected sections.
But why is this so?
Why create this... temptation?!
It is created to separate
the chosen from the foolish.
True faith cannot be flawed so easily,
and the strong move on to join us.
In the paradise of Unforeseen Entities.
Categories:
misjudgments, faith
Form: Free verse