at some point in my life molly was my best and only friend.
molly showed me my life didn’t have to end.
molly gave me confidence, i didn’t know i had in me.
molly filled me with excitement and glee.
whenever molly left i felt a deep uncomfortable empty sorrow.
so deep it felt impossible to burrow.
molly wiped my tears when i wanted to cry.
molly made me see i didn’t need to die.
although i thought molly was my saviour.
i didn’t realise how much she affected my behaviour.
molly would travel through my mouth to my mind.
molly made my true self hard to find.
molly had ruined my life in may,
mollies true name was MDMA.
Categories:
mdma, addiction, best friend, depression,
Form: Rhyme
Bombarding the bong like oxygen is wrong
drinking alcohol like you’re a bottomless hole,
The speed the base the MDMA
the pace of life wastes you away
cocaine and ecstasy
next day looking wrecked to me
Ketamine replaces vitamins
face changes, unrecognisably
Why buy more supplies
When supplies die off
and you die slow
Unhappy unless under the influence,
life caught up in the drug undertow
Categories:
mdma, drink,
Form: Rhyme
They are playing their music in heaven
Loud music drifts from their guitars
How we wish you were here so we could hear you play
Tragically MDMA stole your lives away
The Jactor Project keeps your memories alive
Jactoributes hidden in over 60 countries across the world
A year has passed since you both fell asleep
You cannot see the silent tears we weep
Jacques and Torin you are always in our thoughts.
We all miss you so much Jan ***
RIP Jacques and Torin Lakeman who passed away aged 19 and 20 on 1st December 2014
1st December 2015
Categories:
mdma, brother, miss you, tribute,
Form: Free verse
Mystic Deep-thoughts Macabre Assumptions
Designer Molecule Actuation
Magical Astral-projection
Actualization
Categories:
mdma, deep, growth,
Form: Acrostic
You love me because I live a 10 minute walk from your house
And I don’t mind when MDMA Mondays
Render you useless between the sheets
You love me because I nod in the right places and
Don’t tell your mother that you smoke
You love me because
It’s easier to love me than
To love no one atall
Categories:
mdma, boyfriend, love,
Form: Free verse