Long Incapacitating Poems

“This will come to an end now,” Rian demanded!  Joulupukki nudged Dyndoeth and glanced at the crystals in each corner of the ceiling. He saw the elf begin to tense.  He also noticed...

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Attitude with latitude

originally written January 19th, 2019
and tension defines the dynamic

Valiant prince sip pulled effort
rebuffed, snubbed, thumbed
courtesy eldest daughter
uncontested vainglorious woke
mine genuine apology,
viz sincerely yours truly
psyche asper paternal overture
toward aforementioned offspring
smitten with opprobrium
figuratively smacked upside...

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Youtube computer networking tutorials a dog send

Ideal to peruse the vast treasure trove
of lecture material
pertaining to aforementioned title
on the webbed wide world
especially gratifying to watch and listen
as various and sundry
noteworthy knowledgeable instructors
present material regarding
as topic...

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Forget age as a tool for ignorance; relationships for conquest, position for respect, wealth  for social gain and all else forwarding the current rottenism of living, pursuing, presenting and im-prisioning all others u deemed...

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No Matter Papa Repents...

Every blasted acrimonious misdeed
aye indelibly perpetrated
affecting ye and the Punim for life
hounds me doggone soul night and day
venomous wrath torments, strangles, racks...
every bone in mine entire body

suicidal ideations haunt every
waking and sleeping...

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Ice say... water we dew wing to planet Earth?

Tis appalling Homo sapiens legacy,
the future survival of species can ill afford
hence we must not dodge and dart away,
but heed urgent call to arms decree fiat,
lest vast...

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Yet upon another reflexive routine dash
skipping to Waterloo, I got emboldened
with idea praising basic vital functions
aware requisite elimination of liquid
and/or solid waste any obstruction
disallowing body to expel toxins would

prove fatal, thus gratitude toward
regular unpicturized, unhindered,...

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Fast forward at least two score
Earth's orbitz round the sun
approximately the year 2040
history already wrote him off
as thee worst president
(based on numerous metrics)
of these United States.

Now toggle back to today
November 17th, 2020
the forty fifth commander...

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Beginning of Poem...End of Poem
I listen to the room, straining hard to hear
Sounds of Life
Was that movement on the bed?
Senses
Absent with one exception, overwhelming
Fear
Unmoving, mind bare, eyes blind, I stare
Ahead
Into bleak silence blinking at spinning...

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I had to down my tools
I had to terminate the calling
I struck wielding the ngungi..
I struck the great gadgados
Defender i neutralized
What is mine by right

The mob was unleashed on me
Thoughtless humans trying..
Nay baying for my...

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Life fragile
Throbbing within brittle bodies
At the same time fertile and sterile
Swimming in ebbing eddies

At the most unexpected moment
Fragility strikes a lung
Next inflicts on legs fragments of torment
So badly strung

A woe-struck woman weeps and weeps
Groaning and...

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Different pew, different view ~~~~

       Different seat, not as sweet ~~~~

                  ...

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 from this hatred and negativity
my skin crawls onto the floor
i am broken but not shattered
i wont let this depleted hope be the death of me

i will rise back from nothing
with full wind in my...

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Final Destination


            Life is ephemeral essence drifting above ocean of ancient land

            Breathing...

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Pain is
so debilitating
Pain is
incapacitating

Tablets 
many to be taken
Balm
to gently calm
an excruciating pain
I have in my right arm

Oh how it makes you realise
How much one needs both arms
When one no longer works
with such pain...

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Hello, Skeptical Mind Controlled

I dance in the pale moon light
under the devils nine delights 
he watch's me play without a care   
under the technical deceit of mind bending needled wear 

You many be...

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My Depression Lesson

Depression is a snake 
...slithering into the psyche...
...creating loneliness...
...constricting the soul...

Obsessively 
...living in the past...
...poisoning the present...
...jeopardizing the future... 

A parasite consuming 
...every thought...
...every emotion...
...every action... 

Hiding in the 
...darkest...
...deepest...
...most vulnerable places...

A shadow...

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Is passion a warm feeling
or a cold asset?
A uniting vision
or a fragmented virtue?

Or is passion both
mutually held motions
toward
and away from
curious
courageous
contagious active hope
and incapacitating despair?

Is personal knowledge,
consilience of feeling
touch
taste
fragrance
sound 
sight
confluence of all sensory receptors?
none dissonantly denied,
co-passionate
when...

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Tearless Weeping

Shallow breathing
	Can I breathe?
Control my environment?
Lest the alternative, recluse, seclusion
	This is living death for me
Unacceptable, incapacitating
	Hell on Earth!
	Eternal fire, would be kinder
A nice change
	Physical Pain, I am Alive, I feel! 
Shallow breathing
	Can I breathe?
No...

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I feel sick.
Self-destructive and agitated 
I struggle.
My body aches
as stress pulls at the wires in my brain,
frying my nerves
and shutting off rationality. 
Stress collects in my fibrous tissue,
sitting stagnant as more of it
builds, like accumulating...

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being rob, priceless 
feeling of safety timeless   
mental and physiological effects endless 

Brazen thieves have no
regret, shame, guilt, pity, grief, compassion,
or no sorrow, anguish, bad or guilty conscience 

Sleeping gas (Narcotic Gas Alarm)...

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What I thought was my first ray of sunshine-

Was actually an incapacitating beam. 

As They rambled on. 

Ignoring me. 

Hey, I’m over here!

Why take me?

Why take ME?

When all you do is let me flail around.

With...

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pain
grew
distress
when heartache
weighted with sorrow
lodged scars within his broken heart
as roughly inflicted by her words of rejection
to constantly, repetitively cause turbulent incapacitating despair

no
more
trying
to find love
for it wants him not
or he would have it at thirty
rather than...

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