Long Depressionme Poems
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I am here and i am doing better each day,
The thoughts that have been clouding my head are dissipating.
The ones i thought were abandoning me are coming back,
My head is coming back.
It is not completely here but i am getting there,
It will not be here completely until i am with the one i love.
He puts my heart and mind at peace,
He is my everything I am proud to be his.
With him nothing can go wrong,
We may have troubles apart and are hard to handle.
But together we will adapt and overcome,
I know it is hard now we are apart but it will get better.
It may not be better right away but that comes in time,
Right now my friends comfort me.
And keep me from falling apart,
They put smiles on my face and try to make me forget my troubles.
Even with that i know they are still there,
But in that moment the troubles seem far away.
My friends are my family,
There is nothing that will keep me from them.
I am here but i will get better with time
My world is crashing all around
I need to fix it but there’s no way to be found
I try to stay on the right track but almost get run over by the train
I need help or I’ll go insane
Is this real or is it pretend
Heaven save me from this dead end
Please help me lord find a friend
Because I’m in trouble at a dead end
Is there an angel perhaps that you can send
I’m at the end of my road on a dead end
When I choose one direction its not the right way
The problems mount more everyday
When I reach for the light I just get a burn
When will my life take a better turn
Is this real or is it pretend
Heaven save me from this dead end
Please help me lord find a friend
Because I’m in trouble at a dead end
Is there an angel perhaps that you can send
I’m at the end of my road on a dead end
I’m down all the time full of sorrow
Things are tougher than ever will there even be a tomorrow
I’ve share it all and got it all off my chest
I’ll keep fighting and I’ll do my best
Is this real or is it pretend
Heaven save me from this dead end
Please help me lord find a friend
Because I’m in trouble at a dead end
Is there an angel perhaps that you can send
I’m at the end of my road on a dead end
An appeal to my Lord
Is it a blessing or curse?
Is it a heaven or hell?
Am I in the hands of Lord or devil?
It’s my state my Lord! to know
There are some nobles and angels and
A lot of devils among them
There is a smile of glee and beauty and
Also a lot of evidences for endless sorrows
Am I a man of blessed or cursed
my Lord! come to answer me and
hear my appeal to live with peace
Victories are following me in my way and
the failures are guiding me ahead
There is a delightful dawn in the east but
there is a great threatening from dark west
There is a plenty of meals in a golden plate but
many worms are moving in it
To live or to die
It is my question of this second
My God!
Come and answer me with your grace
Where is my heart?
It's draped in the corner underneath an old dirty blanket
waiting for someone to come and take it out of it's place and show it some care.
Bite me!
I know you don't want anything to do with me though I don't understand why I still give a
crap about what you think of me.
I don't understand why it makes me ill to know that you are sitting there not thinking of me,
doing other things that make you happy and not paying attention to anything I do.
I don't know why it makes me mad that you can go on like nothing ever happened,
as though nothing ever changed,
as though you never met me,
never knew me,
never cared a thing about me.
Why is it that this is the truth?
Maybe its because I let my heart out of my chest and let you have it for a while -
I didn't know you'd bring it back and just leave it in the corner unattended.
And now I'm twisted,
I'm screwed up,
I'm left alone and crazed and with a heart that only has the protection of a blanket and not
the body that it belongs inside of.
Thanks.
(2007)
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You left and don't seem like you'll return
You left, and now I'm not me.
Left alone; left empty and desolate,
You abandoned me, you left me.
You left me in despair; in depression.
Should I be content with your decision?
Should I accept all that I am now
And stop seeking you?
You that is me; should I?
Am I suppose to leave the me I once was
And just accept the me that I am now?
The me that is in a depressive state.
I found you once, but you only resided
For a few moments.
Now I am unable to find you: permanently?
Do you wish not to be found?
I must say that I feel I should just leave.
I should just stop searching and remain,
Remain in my current state.
Yes, that I'll do; remain I will.
If you wish, you can come and find me,
For I have abandoned my search
For the one who left, you: me.
If you cannot find me or wish not to,
I am content, I am fine with this me
The depressed and silent; I believe I'll keep.
Gaze into my everlasting nightmare
Look to the ash-filled skies
Blanketed with gloomy, dour mist
A never deceasing fog scouring
This dreary meadow of mine
In which
Thorny vines grow generously and strike
Me mercilessly
Pushing me into
A sea of leeches
That suck the life out of me
…or what’s left of it
A wave of remorse and suffering
Swallowing me
Watching me be devoured
As my nightmare diminishes not
Leave me to rot, love, leave me to rot
The parasites are eating me
The vermin are carrying me away
In frag ments… in piec e s…
Watch as every part of me is eaten
Do not curse them
For they are doing me a great favor
You’ll get through this without me
And find that you will benefit as well
Though nightmares dim
Like darkness meeting light
This nightmare does not leave
It stays forever concealed
Inside a heart that beats not
A heart that is damn-aged
And will not mend
But will long and loath
…until the very end
I don't want to do anything
I'm not in the mood to go out in the sunny day
I don't want to go shopping or put on my ring
Im not in the mood to hear and listen to what they say
All i want is to hold the pen in my hand
And draw with colors everywhere
I want to go back and be a child again
Who can dance without music, who can run in the rain
I don't want to go to work
I'm not in the mood to talk to my boss on the phone
I don't want to look at time and check my clock
I'm not in the mood to hurry up , just want to stay home alone
All i want is to hold the pen in my hand
And fill the paper with beautiful words
And forget all my pain and think about God
Who charge me with strength and let the love run in to my blood
I suddenly look at the lovely moon
I feel there is a touch of sadness on it
I tell the moon that you are not alone
But, can he tells he understands me even a little bit?
if i am to cry
give me tears to cry with
let me not wonder
with no prayers to pray with
whilst in shock and disbelief
my faith was decieved
and just was my punishment
that i was to grieve
and here i am with
not more that i want to give
my fullest devotion
a cup full of tears
here i am facing my fears
having lost someone
i loved so dear
and since that time
over and over again
my loss multiplied
when new day begin
if i am to sorrow
with which words am i to lament
do i still pray
Gods will to be bent
is my imposible, imposible
and my mourning
an endless drip
which if i not turn
the knob tightly
it would awaken if i slept
and yet i give it place
as if it were owed
is my endless love
attempting to let go
memories so happy
make me sad
no sweeter dreams
than the dreams i have
yet while my soul
waits for tears
eyes whisper
they're not here
and while my voice
would cry to God
my head has barely
given a nod
and though my heart
should need to die
my living it self says
no, not i
though it was my
greatest loss
today i cannot cry
(Dedicated to those that suffer depression.)
Declined and beaten
Unsure and wasted
It all happened in that day
And I suppressed it to that very night
Where I breathed regret and spoke love
You rejected me
Rejected my valuable offer
As I held the stories I wanted you to read
And the events I wanted to share
You ignored me with your callous looks
When I said I love you
And I said it with all my heart
Please kiss me goodbye
This is over
Do not discuss it any further
You said no
It isn’t over
When I saw the hatred and heartlessness
In your eyes
I stopped trying to get the goodbye kiss
I walked away
Why do u do this
Who do want me to cry?
As you left carelessly and
I heard your footsteps fading
I started to cry softly
I started to weep away my heart
To wipe my tears and start another day
Forget the burden and displeasure
Postpone the pain to that very night
To start a day, leaving my mischiefs behind
With another smile opening the door of fakeness
But living with a heavy heart and twisted smile
Just to see you hurt me again
You overlook some moments in your life
Yet they are important
The past is important
No matter what anyone says
I don’t care what you say
I will hold on to the past
I want to move on
But it is important for me to understand you
Understand the one I am destined for
A past is nothing without someone
Who am I destined for?
I don’t know
I still am sure about 1
But I don’t know
Help!
I am emotional
Moments in your life
Are not for granted
Don’t lose the one you love
It may cost you
Please show me who I love
I will search
For the answer
Until I have to become ill to look for that person
I will always look for that person
I am an empty soul among those with a partner
I think they want their partner
Because they are not ambitious
But I am
I will find my partner
Many women come
Say they love me
But I don’t love them
Who do I love?
Seal the past
I know now
Let it go
I will envy the past
But stop for the past
I am becrazed
I can’t sleep
I have insomnia
I am handsome
Everything a woman desires
But what does it mean when you can’t find your soulmate?
It doesn’t matter at all.
Why can’t I find my true love
I remember how you looked after me when I was low
I will be with my close ones
But never understand them
Or love them
I want to love one
Who is that person?
I am in turmoil
Stop
JUMP!
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