Inspiration the Who Reign Over Me

I am doing the right thing Don't change don't stray - away Maintain Vigilance is awarded through patience waiting brings blessings n gifts So must layer up and have my heart a stones throw from brick Much easier said then being done with this But I must maintain must not struggle and turn away Must not Get hot Even thought opportunity came If this is true then let love do its thing In which I believe it is Loving to complete others I don't believe In Yes I'll admit my heart is seeping again But What would it gain just more pain more indescriptive things Just cover it up I must Let her reign and have her cake Let it be surrender under loves mercy Into the lords hands and let it be As I'm daily walking these streets Won't let other women look let alone speak because this climb is bigger than me I feel and I see I just deal and think what would they want of me What's my next move I- will- motivate me Because giving up is too easy It's my fault this hole in my heart is there and grown Dumb to be so smart Now my family I built is so far apart Never again will my crown fall off Tryin to find my place Find my way Find the best way to not upset the order of things The dread of going through this again again would kill me Physically and spiritually My head is already swimming and robbing me of sleep Trust ain't the fact its the principle you see But Who cares Forgiveness has its price and now I know that's why I write Won't show how I'm shedding my tears Scarring my checks from visual fears But It's ok Not really but you know what I mean to say I'm a just stay in my place stay at my pace and move one to the next day........Peace