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I run through the white
Winter snow
Running from you
You want me to do horrible things
With you
Trudging through snow
Very hard thing to do
You shout out my name
I keep going
A shot is fired
I scream
It hadn't hit me
You call my name
Telling me to come back
I don't listen
To you
If I come back
You'll hit me
You'll make my life even worst
Than before
Another shot is fired
It hits my hand
I scream in pain
I almost fall
But keep going
I know
I will not get away
Never have
Never will
You put drugs in my food
Make me almost paralyzed
Unable to fight you off
I can't feel a thing
Except your heavy weight on me
I try to scream
Your mouth covers mine
I hate you for that
Not letting me speak
On my own
I hear a noise
It's your belt
Coming undone
You take your shirt off
Unbutton mine
You start kissing my chest
My face is covered in tears
I want you off of me
Then you get off
I look at you
You're staring at me
Taking your jeans off
You grab my legs
I try to keep them shut
You just open them again
You rub yourself
Against me
I try to scream again
You put your hand over my mouth
And start to laugh
Telling me to be quiet
You unbutton my jeans
Unzip my zipper
And slide them down my legs
Im completly naked
So are you
I close my legs one more time
You yank them open
Telling me Im being difficult
You lay down on me
And bite my lips
You go down
Lower lower
You bite my neck
You bite my breasts
You are a sick person
You look down
And make it go in
In and out
In and out
I start to sob
You start to laugh
I hate you
I hate you so much
You scream out my name
My hand hurts so much
Im losing blood
Too much
You shoot one last time
It hits my side
I scream and fall
I lay their
Wanting to get this over with
I put my hand to my side
Pull it back
I see blood
I hear crunching snow
You're coming closer
You roll me over
I stare into your eyes
They are black
Lifeless eyes
You start to yell at me
You hit me
Many many times
Snow starts to fall
Down on my face
Everything is getting darker
Its almost pitch black
One last strike
I died
You keep hitting me
Even though you know
Im dead
You step back to look
At my body
You see the scars and marks
You created
Then you see
My blood
Going around my body
That white snow
I fell in
Is now
Nothing but
A red puddle
Of slush
Form:
Do I really need this money
as this job shall be, the death of me.
But I think that's what I really want,
when I think subconsciously.
Now such a thought I think
a thought I think much oftenly.
A thought I think is killing me
I thought I washed my hands of this
I thought I washed them worthily.
Why have things come back to this
For it gives me quite the splendid rush,
when I feel that inviting touch.
There's tapping on my shoulder,
I turn around to say, "Hello,"
but by then the feeling's over.
Why was it here, if just to go?
When it knows it could've said hello.
When it knows it could've said, "Hello,"
Why did still it, decide that it will go.
When it knows I want it so.
Not so much stalking me
more so much watching me.
Gazing with amazing
so abrasing, curiosity.
It could come by.
It could say, "Hi."
Instead it just sits right there.
While I yell back, "You know, it's not polite to stare."
Always makes me kind of,
kind of wonder why.
I kind of wonder why
of to it am thoughtless wonder I.
Right there is where
is where it sits right there.
Staring at me
It looks so happy
While I taunt it
While it knows I want it.
As it's embrace came close soon.
Right when I thought that we would meld
Right as we were about to blend us two
was right when it.
When it withheld.
I thought it knew I wanted it,
I thought it knew I loved it.
That thought I know I want it.
That thought of thinking of it.
The thought that is now growing.
The thought that is now showing.
My thought it's endless knowing
My thought now where's it going
As quickly as it's come
it's already gone away.
What is it that it's telling me?
What's it that it's trying to say?
Maybe it's trying to let me know,
that while my behavior might seem so,
it isn't quite yet
and not quite right yet
but still I might yet.
though even so
and even though
it's not yet quite my time to go.
When I say goodbye .
My last goodbye to my friend
There it is,
there it is again
Like a customer, who walks into a store.
One who doesn't buy a thing,
but the next day comes on back for more.
It knows it's not my answer
and it tells me such
It knows that it can steer me
If I'm willing much
I don't think I want this,
even while I want this.
More so I want something different
and that is what it's offer is.
Disclaimer- This
piece doesn't depict
any true events, nor
does it describe my
current state of
mind. It is what it
is, creativity at its
finest. Enjoy (or
not).
I lay in bed and look
up at the ceiling
late at night, the
same as many
nights before, but
sumthin just aint
right,
I'm fighting major
drowsiness and yes
I'm kinda shook, I
hope it doesn't hurt
those 40 sleeping
pills I took.
I'm tired of the life
I'm living cause it's
all a joke, I try and
mask my misery
with alcohol and
smoke,
the pain is cause
for laughter even
though it badly
hurts, I talk and
badly slur I guess
it's gone from bad
to worse.
I think about my
daughter growing up
without me here, I'm
sorry Stinky Faces,
Daddy's thinking
thoughts through
tears,
emotions mixed
with medicine, my
thinking's not too
clear, I'll miss the
coming years in
which to chase
away your fears.
It shouldn't have
ever come to this, it
really isn't fair, I
should've took
assistance but my
pride just didn't care,
the weight's
become too
burdensome for
mind and soul to
bear, I get up, try to
walk and fall face
first into a chair.
I'm on the floor and
leaking from the
gash above my eye,
commercials on the
TV say to kiss it all
goodbye,
but it's not really
saying that, it's all
inside my mind, so
funny what you hear
when on the verge
of time to die.
I'm thinkin on my
peoples and I'll
surely miss them
so, there's Chosen,
Nikki, Lady Ice, D.
Sweets plus Lou
and Stone,
the E.P.I.C. Fam,
my homie Rich,
bright lights just
make me stare, it
feels like
something's
grabbing at me,
baby take me there.
My thoughts soon
turn to Wifey and
the pain that she'll
endure, to fix
whatever ails me
God I wish she had
the cure,
I'm happy I won't
live to see the hurt
that's in her eyes,
to know I caused
this for my baby, I
deserve to die.
The blood loss
leave me
motionless, the pills
have hit their stride,
with visions of the
park I rode my bike
in all those times,
so long ago when I
was young but
times have rolled on
by, my final thought
is of my child and
then I close my
eyes,
goodbye.
This piece doesn't depict any true events, nor does it
describe my current state of mind. It is what it is,
creativity at its finest. Enjoy (or not) .
I lay in bed and look up at the ceiling late at night, the
same as many nights before, but sumthin just aint
right,
I'm fighting major drowsiness and yes I'm kinda
shook, I hope it doesn't hurt those 40 sleeping pills I
took.
I'm tired of the life I'm living cause it's all a joke, I try
and mask my misery with alcohol and smoke,
the pain is cause for laughter even though it badly
hurts, I talk and badly slur I guess it's gone from bad
to worse.
I think about my daughter growing up without me
here, I'm sorry Stinky Faces, Daddy's thinking
thoughts through tears,
emotions mixed with medicine, my thinking's not too
clear, I'll miss the coming years in which to chase
away your fears.
It shouldn't have ever come to this, it really isn't fair, I
should've took assistance but my pride just didn't
care,
the weight's become too burdensome for mind and
soul to bear, I get up, try to walk and fall face first into
a chair.
I'm on the floor and leaking from the gash above my
eye, commercials on the TV say to kiss it all goodbye,
but it's not really saying that, it's all inside my mind,
so funny what you hear when on the verge of time to
die.
I'm thinkin on my peoples and I'll damn sure miss
them so, there's Chosen, Nikki, Lady Ice, D. Sweets
plus Lou and Stone,
the E.P.I.C. Fam, my homie Rich, bright lights just
make me stare, it feels like something's grabbing at
me, baby take me there.
My thoughts soon turn to Wifey and the pain that
she'll endure, to fix whatever ails me God I wish she
had the cure,
I'm happy I won't live to see the hurt that's in her
eyes, to know I caused this for my baby, I deserve to
die.
The blood loss leave me motionless, the pills have
hit their stride, with visions of the park I rode my bike
in all those times,
so long ago when I was young but times have rolled
on by, my final thought is of my child and then I close
my eyes,
goodbye.....
Blue darkened to blackened bruise,
The angered fist the weapon used,
She falls full force against the wall,
Her desperate cries, unanswered call.
Smashed, broken glass and splintered fragments,
Onto the floor fall her hopes, in shattered segments.
Her wide eyes plead no, no more,
As his anger strikes her to the floor,
White so pure with ruby red,
The blood trickles from her pale white head.
"Go on.., she cries break my spirit, destroy this shell that I'm no longer in it!
Do it.., kill me end this now, deal that final blow that ensures my shroud"!
His eyes ablaze in fury's mist, he delivers loves final fatal kiss
His blow between her eyes so sharp
As her breath stops, so does her heart
Her gaze fixed, as a tear falls of it's own free will
Her body crumpled, limp and still.
He kneels beside her afraid and shamed
How could he send her to her grave?
Blue darkened to blackened night
He must now dispose of his dead wife
In desperation for his sake
He must be careful, no mistakes
"Damn it why'd you make me do it?
The buttons push, how well you knew it"
A cold breeze blew hard across the room,
"Why darling surely were not leaving so soon"?
Her voice echoed as he looked around, it could not be her,
She's lying dead upon the ground.
Her corpse resembling blackened blue
Darkened guilt he felt and knew
Her ruby lips no longer red
But grey, the color of the dead.
He took the bottle from which he'd been drinking,
God only knows what he'd been thinking
"Darling must I sleep alone?" he heard his dead wife quietly moan
"I'm waiting for you, won't you come? there's always room for another one"
Terrified by this haunting voice, he got to his feet and fled to run
Into the street, onto the road, the car came fast and he was thrown.
On a cold roadside he could only gaze, as the vision of her ghost did fade
Before departing these words she said, " blue darkened to blackened bruise, the hit and
Run the weapon used,
You fell full force and cracked you're head, now you too my darling are also dead".
no end to this neverending sentence...just a sour note and a few mad quotes from the afterlife
afterlife? more like ants in the afterbirth...once a mighty warrior now a worm...i slither and i squirm...
no fire and no heat just chained to this seat...forced to view the victims of violence from this man of misery
with eyes and ears open...not even a blink...with every scarred soul the lower i sink
the movie begins and the theater is dark...and i'm not alone...i can hear other dead dogs bark
these innocent faces turn insane just in seconds...i can feel their disease...turning blessings to curses
a sad symphony and a choir of chaos keep spewing their venomous verses
i once was the greatest but now i'm the worst
i just can't breaK FREE from these shackles and chains...i hear the word NEVER into eternity
the echoes of screams they just come back from the screen
now the skeletal masses are laughing at me
i ask for forgiveness 1000 times a day but my tormentors just laugh..."NOT A CHANCE"
graves of ghosts empty and they all come to me to thank me in person for just being me
no uniformed ugliness just brutality beasts...they all take their turn from the
a to the z
i cry out to God and he says, "IT'S TOO LATE"
i talk to the devil and he says, "you'll be free any day"
vengeance was mine now i'm getting slain...for all of my sins and my murderous ways
for attrocities all...from the small to the large...i turned good men to monsters and massacred love
i turned peaceful neighborhoods into ghetto battlefields
i broke apart happy families as they cried,moaned,and squealed
more than six million got sent to their makers with lead sleeping pills
i lived the devils deal...now repaid with revenge...i'm sad,seedy and sour...still no suicide syringe
like blasphemy on a binge i tore hideous holes in the fabric of time
yes to my children of darkness i made the demonic seem divine...i even claimed to turn water into wine
now truth and terror has me thirsty for some kind of a release
from this concentration camp i NEVER can leave
please just one tear from heaven can put me at ease
Haunted
Where are you?
Can't you see that I need you?
I need you here
To get me through these troubled times
But instead you're gone
And here I am writing this rhyme
I still wonder to this day
What crossed your mind?
To make you do what you did
Was it something I said?
To make you want to be free
To make you want to be dead
Don't leave me here on my own
I don't want to be all alone
Why didn't you say you were in pain?
You should've just called my name
I would've been there for you
Instead no , what did you do?
You took the easy way out
The thought of it all makes me want to scream
The thought of it all makes me want to shout
I was in the same room
With my back turned
When you decided to seal your doom
These voices keep haunting my mind
Louder and louder everyday they grow
It's like they're ghosts that won't leave me alone
A chain of memories playing like a film
The good and the bad
Doesn't matter what they are
I still feel sad
Why Dad, Why Dad?
Why did you go?
What made you feel low?
Low enough to make the finishing blow
Don't leave me here on my own
I don't want to be all alone
Why didn't you say you were in pain?
You should've just called my name
I would've been there for you
Instead no , what did you do?
You took the easy way out
The thought of it all makes me want to scream
The thought of it all makes me want to shout
I was in the same room
With my back turned
When you decided to seal your doom
My world has been turned been turned upside down
It's like I was knocked to the ground
By a punch that came from nowhere
It came without a sound
Two years have nearly passed
And still to this day I'm haunted by the past
It was selfish of you to do what you did
To leave me here
In theses troubled times
It's because of you that I'm writing this rhyme
This is how I truly feel inside..
Where are you?
When I need you
You left me all alone
Now I call your name
When I'm in pain
I can't hear you
I can't see you
All I can hear or see
Are the memories that haunt me
The frigid metal against skin,
My desperate ending without sin.
I hold it tight, poised over my wrist,
I want to stop, but the knife insists.
Salty tears running down my cheeks,
I apply pressure to the end I seek.
I feel the tip straining against my arm,
Strangely enough, I feel little alarm.
I cannot think straight, like I am possessed,
My slowness and unwilling, I do detest.
As I feel the point, slowly about to break through,
The phones shrill ringing counters, and I’m frantic, what to do?
I’m finally able to release the knife,
You, on the other end, just saved my life.
I pick up shakily, and put on a front,
Secretly thanking God the knife was so blunt.
The one who has saved me, is the only I trust,
I know I shall tell her, my heart says I must.
But I cannot, I don’t, and we talk senselessly now,
Her oblivion doesn’t bother me, I’ll tell her, I vow.
Too hard for speaking, this much I know,
Later we text, and I tell her slow.
I know that she’s crying, I’ll bet she’s a wreck,
I make sure that she knows, she saved my neck.
Talking for hours, her mind surprisingly clear,
Then I recall, years ago, she’d had been here.
She stands solid, somewhere between frantic and fervor,
No matter what I say, I can’t seem to unnerve her.
Every other line, or so it seems,
We love you, we need you, those choice words teem.
I’m relieved I told her, this girl, my best friend,
To my swirling head, I know she will tend.
She keeps saying it will pass, the evil feelings that be,
It won’t I say solidly, how can she have such faith, in me?
This girl makes me promise, in the dark of the night,
I will not do a thing, I don’t put up a fight.
Because I’m feeling feeble, and I’m feeling drained,
I know she’s there, shaking, that her expression is pained.
But for now, I feel nothing, so empty inside,
She’s protecting me, holding me, getting me off this ride.
In the swirl of it all, I can do nothing, but go with the tide.
The memories of every painful thing in my past came into my mind, flooding me with
sorrow and despair. It took me a while to take the razor apart with a sharp tack; I
accidentally stabbed myself a couple times. Finally I took it a part and went to the bathroom
not anticipating what came next. The pain didn’t come until long after the accident happened.
I took the razor and put it on my wrist… close to the veins that could easily betray me and
let me die. I slid it across way too fast and saw my skin bust open with blood and sticky
tissue that should not be shown… I cut too deep. I stopped bleeding after a long moment of
losing blood. It was almost time for my family teachers and the other girls to wake up, so I
staggered to the living room and threw myself on the couch. Finally my family teacher came
out; I slowly pulled myself up and walked slowly to the kitchen to talk to her, “I cut too
deep… I think I need to go to the hospital.” I said in a slow slur. She looked at my arm and
agreed with me and then put me in the car and drove… fast. When we got there they didn’t
take me in for a while and I got really tired sitting and waiting. When I finally got pulled in to
the back they asked me if I had any pain I said no because I was still in shock from the loss
of blood. When the doctor saw me he had to give me stitches and take my blood so I felt
even queasier and light headed. He had to give me ten stitches and internal stitches as well.
When we got home I was still light headed from lack of blood, but it didn’t matter, I was just
grateful to still be alive. i couldnt help but think of what i really wasnt losing, but that was
before i met my friend. he showed me how life works and how to play the game right. i now
understand why i have been losing. if it werent for him... i wouldve already been lost.
if you are reading this then you know who you are. i love you
Form:
:Ladies and gentlemen
Prepare to be amazed
What I am about to show you
Is like nothing you have ever seen
Today you will witness
Something beyond all imagining
I must warn you
It will change the way you think
About our “normal world”
You never know the secrets hiding in the shadows unseen
I hope you enjoy this show…
I know I will:
I waited behind the curtains
A usual day
Routine
My master promised a huge audience
I know he won’t disappoint
This is what I am
A freak.
I don’t belong anywhere except here
Chased from town to town
I was pushed away from everyone I loved.
They said I was a freak
Unwanted
They said I would cause too much trouble
Hazardous
To risky to keep me alive
So I had to escape
Hide away
Where no one would find me
No one would get hurt
But little did I know…
I would find you
The second I meet you
I fell in love.
You took my hand
And led me away from this life
But magnetically
I was sucked back in
To this freak show
Where I belong.
But even with the danger and risk
You still stay
I need you
And for some unknown and crazy reason
You need me too
This love is destined for disaster
But it’s too late to turn back now
I just need to be more careful.
I hear my master
My signal to come out is given
I walk out head down
I do not want to see their faces
The spot light shines
I look up on them now
The crowd goes silent
They go stiff
Life blows out the room like a swift breeze
The sound of laughter comes from my master
The ring leader
He is pleased by my performance.
I feel a jerk on my shoulder
I flash around
Only to look upon the face of my love
You too go silent
Fall to the ground
Everything that ever mattered
Everything I ever loved
Blew out of the room with the rest of the souls.
I am a freak
I turn to face the now dead crowd
There is no applause
I take my bow.