Confusion Internal Poems

Trapped in my space suit
Tied down to the launching pad
Terrorized by the rocket
Paralyzed to the surface
The cold surface of my skin
Basks in the judgmental sun

Strapped...

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Brain splitting in two
The mind in constant fission 
To sever the fruit

Consciousness fading
The mind is put asunder 
A crack is shaping

Internal conflict 
My mind afflicted...

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This feeling is like being trapped in a nightmare.
 I close my eyes and I lay here. 
Coming down, I try to escape you. 
Trying...

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Bring it up.
Shove it down.
Hate, accept, hate, accept, hate again.
This can't be me.
...could it be?
Not fully female, not fully something else.
Slowly changing, never the same....

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There is internal combustion
Waiting in my heart
To trigger and blow me to smithereens

It pulsates when people get mean with each other
Lashing out, screaming unkind things,
Threatening...

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Drifting, dreaming, internal screaming 
Tigers and Lions in ascend, to me
What triggers such, chasing I, watching
Crossing fields where I stay, they see

Any tree, I run...

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Today I want to write,
  But I have nothing to say,
  No words to find.... just feelings, 
  Are all I've got...

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My thoughts of you turn in my head.
How do I move on?
When you did so quick?
I want to move on, I really do.
But God, you.
You...

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Internal Intimacies---

The complex chemistry of the body.
Listen to the heart or the rationale of the brain.
The timid and sensitive soul, Or
The outer beauty of the...

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“Tis tis you know better then this” Left

“But how and why do I feel it with each breathe?” Right

“Some things are better left quiet” Left

“Quiet...

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Alcohol coats over her synapses,
slipping easily through all the cracks in her mentality.
She dulls like steel against his memory –
she contracts into herself and curls
in...

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Delight sings in her slow dancing verses
Responding to internal joy
Under its spell of illusion
I consider returning reply
Duty compels me to reason
I shake off her clutching...

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