Suicide Carpe Diem Poems

I sometimes think
   The only way out is suicide
   But as you drink yourself to death
   I only have...

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I never asked to b alive, I never had a dream to strive
I was never happy to just survive I never had a place to...

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This reckless life has been my making,
Like a juggernaut always forsaking......
Others.
As has been my want,
I want it to end but i know that it can't.
Destructiveness!...

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Poor unfortunate fools,
Oppression infects all those here,
In this haunted,  soulless pit;
With strife….and heavy despair.
Sadness hangs, 
Mixed with abandonment and fear.
Away from me,
Depleting all my...

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My soldier, my lover, my hero and best friend. I watch the night terrors haunt you to no end. You kick and scream , you...

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"Forget Me"

All alone on the birthday eve staring at the ceiling
Tried of feeling like who I am doesn't exist
I have tried to stay strong but...

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A subtle numbness overtakes my senses. I feel a slight heavy weight fall upon me in the gentlest of ways, almost like you’re wearing a...

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holding on to promises expected that's what we need to do
for God said that He would never leave nor forsake you

we've all been through stuff...

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I beg your forgiveness for I am not long for this world. Happenstance has led me down this path so crooked and forlorn. Misery has...

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Look upon city once known by name,
ruins that I called home, streets swallowed by flame,
in time alive shell not witness less of what should you...

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to take a whole bottle of pills
to knowingly give up on life
to jump to your death
just to avoid struggle and strife
to disabuse alcohol
to take a...

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