Best Thibeault Poems
I feel different when I am around you
It is not the same what did you do
As you look in my eyes I just knew
That I fell deep in love with you
Deeper than the water in the sea
Did you fall deep for me
I know we both got a lot to show
And this feeling I cannot let it go
How do you say goodbye to yesterday
When your memories have a lot to say
You hold your pillow to your heart
Your in love but the tears start
You lay next to me and whisper in my ear
You hold me close and wash away my tear
I love these moments in every way
I fell in love with yesterday
As I close my eyes to sleep
Your love is all I want to keep
As I wake to morning light
I want this relationship to grow right
I will whisper in you ear
A promise I will all ways be here
I will hold you close to my heart
I fell deep from the start!!
Rachel Thibeault
Dec. 2010
In my grandma's hands
Is a smooth touch
In my heart she stands
I miss her so much
In my grandma's heart
I know that is where I belong
Our love will never depart
In my grandma's eyes
I know that there was no pain
I cried for our goodbyes
Heaven is what she gains
Rachel Thibeault
March 2010
Form:
What happens to goodbye
After we look each other in our eye
Does behind the door you cry
You do not think when you say hi
Years are passing through
Yet still no I DO
Each day I wonder why
What happens to goodbye
GOODBYE-Easy said then done
GOODBYE-I thought you was the one
GOODBYE-I shed my tear
GOODBYE-Hurts through Fear
And if goodbye does not have an end
You are my one and only friend
But why a friend when love arrives
Goodbye to each and all tries
Have I been here once before
I am the one left feeling sore
Through all my broken hearts
I had no goodbyes just starts!!!
Rachel Thibeault
December 2010
Why do we have a heart for?
If its meet to be broken
I don't want nothing more
Just you by my side
Why do we have a mind for?
If its meet to hurt
I don't want nothing more
Please take this pain away
Why do tears fall for?
If its meet to pour
I don't want nothing more
Do you think of me?
Why do we have forgiveness for?
If it still has not been asked
I don't want nothing more
Your love left to fast!!
Rachel Thibeault
March 2011
Form:
Where am I? Where do I begin?
Every day I seem to have a sin
Where am I? I ask you now
How do I replace my body and face somehow?
I cannot look in the mirror cause all I see
Is this blob and ugly all around me
I just close my eyes and put my hands on my face
Tears is all that I do replace
I keep quiet and let people run my life
I really want to be someone's wife
But my illness gots a hold of me
I just hope my man and I can be
Where am I? Why do I hide?
I know I got him by my side
Where am I? What do I do?
I just got to stop and think through
I got to look deep inside my heart
somethings missing but where do I start
How do I change to get the strength
Should I turn my heart to faith
I keep quiet and let my feelings burn
I know someday that I will learn
I keep my feelings locked in a shell
Why do I feel low and cannot tell?
Where am I? Why do I hate myself for real?
I know somehow I coup and deal
Where am I? I hope to face
My depression I wish I could erase!!
Rachel Thibeault
Jan. 2011
Everytime I hear your name
I just feel ashame
Everytime you come near
I know I will not shed a tear
I thought we could be friends
At one time we was bestfriends
I thought we once could be together
After all it was not forever
Now I get this terrible feeling
That my heart is healing
I once cried my self to sleep
In our memories is what I keep
Everytime you look my way
I just want you to go away
Everytime you cry to me
Makes me feel just let me be
Rachel Thibeault
June 2010
Form:
What does your heart got to do
To hear someone say I love you
What does your heart say
When you are going to walk away
Why does my tears dry up now
I still think and broken-how?
Why did you have to go away
All at once I am the one to say
I cannot take this love any more
Now I am left feeling cold and sore
My heart does go on
Knowing I was right not wrong
What does the heart say
When you love someone so much to stay
What does your heart do
When I do say I Love You!!
Rachel Thibeault
November 2010
You are the light of my life
I will help you not to strife
For your mom is here
I will dry every tear
You are the reason of day
To stop and hug to say
I love you my son
And you are the only one
Even if mommy is feeling low
You make my heart glow
Even though you are three
I see a lot of me
You are the light of my life
Even if I struggle and strife
You are my sunshine in every way
To help me go on every day!!
Rachel Thibeault
November 2010
Open your heart to me
Prove we are meet to be
Who does not argue
We only had a few
Open your mind to me
How do you feel? Can't you see?
Please do not break my heart
Please do not let my tears start
Open your eyes before I walk away
I promise you this my love will stay
Why let go? if we are close
What do you love most??
January 2011
Rachel Thibeault
When I sit here and wonder about my life
I wonder am I going to be a good wife
I wonder if I am going to be a good mom
I know I need to stay calm
Calm when he throws fits
smacks, bites and hits
Calm I know he cannot talk yet
Three is coming and love has kept
When I sit here and watch him grow
I know I got a lot to show
He has a form of austism and still goes to school and plays
We make memories each and all days
Calm as I whisper in his ear
I enjoy being mom each and every year
Calm when he cries and goes to sleep
All I know is my love he will keep.
Rachel Thibeault
August 2010
When I think where I am at today
I do not regret yesterday
I know that I been through life rough
my heart is really tough
All my life has been all about men
And I am still not thin
I wonder is there going to be an I DO
How much does it take to get to the right-who??
Ever since I had my boy
He has been my pride and joy
Now I need a man he can call dad
To make us happy and feeling glad
A year since you and I moved on
I got a man who keeps me moving strong
I wish it was different in some way
And yet I chose to push away
A year since a new man entered my life
I wonder am I going to be a wife
He makes me smile each and every day
I wonder will these moments stay
What is it that I fear
Every time I shed a tear
All this time my heart has been strong
With the love that I carry on!!
Rachel Thibeault
December 2010
Form:
Have you ever loved someone so bad
That you cannot sleep at night
Have you ever loved someone that has made you sad
And you want to make things right
Have you ever needed someone who loves you back
That has made you happy, you cry
Have you ever needed someone when you slack
And all you can do is try.
Rachel Thibeault
May 2010
I saw you standing there
We both had heartache to share
I saw you smile down the way
I thought we would stay
Now it is just a stepping stone
Pushed to the past to be left alone
I do not cry anymore
My heart no longer feels sore
I saw you glancing at my face
somethings happens you cannot replace
I saw you walking all over my heart
Everyday we was falling apart
Now you do not know us at all
I hope someday you make that fall
Where you are all alone
My heart turned to stone
I saw you walking away
Not knowing what to say
I saw tear drops in my eyes
You left with no goodbyes!!
November 2010
Rachel Thibeault
Slow down little girl
Is this a swirl
Tell me what you are looking for
Is there something more
Slow down do not hesitate
To get that first date
Let him come to you
Tell us what you do
Slow down little angel child
Tell me why you go wild
Is this all just a test
Is our love just the best
Slow down do not stay out late
Just because he is your date
Let him know what you want
Sometimes you got to be blunt
Slow down our young lady
Do not have a baby
Is this what you are looking for
Is this boy-your more!!
November 2010
Rachel Thibeault
How do I change me
Are we meet to be
I sit back and take what I can
Please wise up and be the man
How do I change me
Before I set myself free
I know I am not perfect-don't you know
I do not want to see you go
How do you change you
With all that I am put through
You are all I want
Some how I need to be blunt
How do you change you
When I do not know what to do
I thought the tears on my face
Would stop since I felt your embrace
Something tells me we are at the end
Should I leave while you are my best friend
Something tells me somethings got to give
My love for you is here-it does live!!
Rachel Thibeault
January 2010