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When I think where I am at today I do not regret yesterday I know that I been through life rough my heart is really tough All my life has been all about men And I am still not thin I wonder is there going to be an I DO How much does it take to get to the right-who?? Ever since I had my boy He has been my pride and joy Now I need a man he can call dad To make us happy and feeling glad A year since you and I moved on I got a man who keeps me moving strong I wish it was different in some way And yet I chose to push away A year since a new man entered my life I wonder am I going to be a wife He makes me smile each and every day I wonder will these moments stay What is it that I fear Every time I shed a tear All this time my heart has been strong With the love that I carry on!! Rachel Thibeault December 2010