Best Pain Of Love Poems
I'm feeling blue
it's not true I know not why
because I do
It's like a rock in my heart
feels heavey and very sharp
the pain of loving you
is as real as cutting out my heart
every drop I bleed,I bleed for you
Do you care the blood I spill
to prove my love that you shun
now you know as well as I
why it is I'm feeling blue
I'm missing you
Simply not true love is best of all
the love I have for you
leaves me empty
and wanting to be cruel
every drop I bleed,I bleed for you
It's my right to cause you pain
you hurt me without a thought
I'm feeling blue believe me or not
I know it's true
My spirit is bruised black and blue
my heart is broke
my eyes don't see
my lips don't speak
I don't even breathe
nor do you
Finally I have what I need
our arms entwined
in a lovers embrace
When I was young,
love was breath
and heartbeat--
and fear of Mama,
offset by the comfort
of my lovely Nana.
And my father--
where was he?
Then I entered manhood-
fierce and stark, knowing
women before I knew them.
My lust for their bodies
kept my love at bay--
like a cowed dog it
whimpered, only
longing to be petted.
I was not kind but not
cruel, eagerly entering
their bodies while ignoring,
nay, fearing their
loving souls.
Then one spring day
the hollow man I had
become cracked open,
and my unknown,
unseen soul spilled
out into that river:
its dark fierce waters
of despair driving it
towards that ocean
of utter blackness.
Something saved me,
returned first my body,
then my mind to the
world, to this world.
The One I had forgotten,
ignored, showed mercy,
showed me my real being,
a soul without beginning,
without ending--truly
made in His image.
When love went away...many many long years ago
A life of roller coasters
Ocean waves ---storm inside the brain---Titanic Blues --
A Dissipated Dream
A long nightmare ---Sleepless lullaby
Black and White rainbow ---
Kaleidoscope Heart ---Souvenir
Life spent all alone---
Colorblind Dreamscape
Wait for return,.. I miss you
Whispering trees---All remind me of you
Beyond the light--- My eternal grief
Canopy of Pain ---Graveyard of dreams
Echo came back---You Complete me..
Undeciphered.. The Horizon of Eternity
The Unknown---Unfinished poem
Deja vu---One sided Love...Silent Love...
Obsession ---Paradise
Love you Forever.
Dated 12 th of July 2019
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You gifted me a bouquet of flowers,
but felt like God has sent down beautiful showers
It took a long time for me to realize,
that its the time to open my eyes...
There was always an inner pride,
when you were sitting by my side
Now my little heart has a doubt,
can it stay away from you without?
With a hope,I expected your wishes.
later realized that I missed all your kisses
But now starring at the sky
and questioning myself ,why?
Unlike others,Day by day,my love grows,
God and me are the two persons who knows.
You still can spread smiles,
though you are away from me in miles
The feelings in my heart are so real,
and I beg your heart not to seal
You will never fully understand,
that without you my life cant withstand
It is 'you' whom now I rely upon,
I can bet our lives will soon turn on
We both know the present and past,
if we are together, our future will everlast.
Do you know where my heart goes?
It moves in and out of me.
I don't have the strength to put it aside, work on the other things in life I value and let it find its natural place.
It longs to be with you, to feel the fingers of your love.
I'm with you and I follow the taut black material that smoothly covers and shows your lovely form.
The lines of your body pass around your legs
and present that sweet field of lush contact
that smooths out the harried hurts and wrinkles of pain inside,
as you slide in the dense moans and passions of embracing.
This sensuous promisor of deliverance from pain.
Feeling lost in the madness,
drowned in the pressure of my skin and soul against yours.
My sword wounds you, it opens up your flesh, and gives you pain.
It is also my love, and it gives you freedom.
That is what I've wanted since I first loved you and almost kissed you.
I feel in you the sledge that identifies who I am somewhere no one else can find.
Even I forget, without you.
I don't even know myself the twist inside that brings life and loft and wonder to my life. Do you know who you are?
No, you can't know,
you can't know who you are in bringing to me a stanchion
that pulls open all the mystery and mix of my innards.
The flesh pulls back when you're real
and in front of that smooth and kept-trim body that attracts so well,
all spills out that others demand be restrained,
It seems it is often the acceptance of pain that brings tenderness and understanding. It is often through the experience of pain that we love,
and loving that allows us to open up more of our pain.
It is because of pain that I can grow and become more what I am.
It is through pain that we understand life.
The willingness to embrace and survive the pain leads to life and love and freedom. Freedom to bear the loves and pains of the world a great deal more.
1982
Frozen stars in the shadows of changing seasons, the pain of love engraved in acrylic gold
Swirls through the sunlight, draped in somber mists, the echo of endless memories
Of a timeless love story, I feel the frozen sigh of a suffering sunset
While the warm mustard dew of shifting fog gently caresses the sapphire fringes of silent seas
Singing sober melodies on the rain-kissed horizon, heavy with onyx tears of anguish
Like a black rose wilting, mourning in a mahogany coffin, locked with painful memories
Embalmed in shades of hailstorms, somewhere between split gusts and winds of sorrow
The dismal sunflower remains captive, a dusty souvenir with the grayish green of a shattered September
For every autumn hides a story, lost among the dark sights of dripping leaves
And I will always bloom from an opaque mirage, listening to the forest fading, whispering sad odes
To the melancholic wind, feeling time flow through my veins like a river of regrets
Memories melt into colors of fermented must, and my thoughts wander through labyrinths of fog
In this symphony of sadness, words dance on the knife edges of my troubled conscience
Drops of nostalgia trickle down the windows of the soul, reflecting a past that no longer exists
And I, a captive spectator in my own mind, watch as the fabric of reality unravels
Leaving behind only echoes of a love that once was, now lost in the waves of time
Thus, I float through the sea of melancholy, clinging to fragments of memories like lifebuoys
As the horizon drifts further away, and I sink into the depths of my own consciousness
Where frozen stars and wilted roses form constellations of an inner universe
Pulsating to the rhythm of a broken heart, but one that still beats, still hopes, still dreams of eternity.
The pain of love is when you're far away
The pain of love is when you don't care
The pain of love comes around when I know that you don't even know my name
It comes to me when I see you with her
It looks for me when I hear you saying I'm feeling something FOR HER
When I see myself falling apart
While you're having so much fun
The pain of love is when my heart's keeping all you will NEVER know!
All that's killing me inside
Why can't I be where you are?!
This question is THE PAIN OF LOVE ...
Happens to me painful,
when love happened in cheating.
The heart is being broken,
the one who taunts me,
Go,you may still be good.
Walking through eternal flames
the bright heat of them seem to,
wash away all the blame
to see you hurt
to see you cry
makes my heart
crimple and die
oh how i'm sorry for the pain
that i caused you for so long
please say you'll forgive me
and i admit that i was wrong
just all i ask of you baby
don't leave me here with just a maybe
tell me you still love me
tell me you'll still be there
for i promise and swear
your heart again
i'll never tear
when the heart cracks
the whole body trembles in disguise
When a heart breaks
only tears glue broken pieces
it is a spear pierced in the middle of a life
I now know the kicks of love
that has no defence
the tricks and pain of love
I now know the rain of love
I here wear this dehydrated face
sweat is simply a sign of separation
Love is a path heading to no directions
you know it was wrong and long when you kiss it's burning base
when you realise you are dead but living
And when a heart leaks
It is the entire human souls with sores
that scratches does deepen it
And when a man cry
It is more than a funeral in hell
His heart becomes a cell
it becomes an ax, an exception to human affection
My heart is now a river I surf on
A lake I have drowned in
an ocean that washes my dirty self
A mirror that break my bones into dust
and no lust lasting in me anymore
Am I a prodigal son
The only masculine devil that feels the heat of the sun
that get carried by the warm wind blowing from the south
Am I a chameleon
whose journey to happiness costs a million sad steps ?
By John Kazadi
I've known the pain
I've felt the pain
I knew it's intimacies
I've stood right next to it
I knew the years, I've felt the tears
that I thought would ruin it
that led my trail to it
I've known the days
I've felt the ways
it creeps, it began to walk with me
it walks along right behind me
I've known it's there
I've felt it right there
just trailing in my shadow
it's tried to trap me
all my life
from the loss of my dad
from the loss of my granddad
and so many others
I never got to do
what my heart took for granted
Damn it, always trying to find myself
in another's heart
trying to find love, true love
but I got weighed down with
love that was never returned
none of them loved me
but I loved them
each and every one
snatched, grabbed and took off
with another piece of me
those that lied
those that cried
those that ran
there wasn't a real man
with a real heart
in the whole bunch
I'm done with that stupid punch
that makes you think your in love
I'm done with all of it and then some
now it's only a FWB
and that's what love has done to me
Bestowed upon me is the crown of heartache,
That left scars deep down my soul.
Bestowed upon me is the failure of a myth called us,
That constantly scorches the walls of my conscience.
I love you..
Or rather I should say,
I loved the thought of being in love with you.
Now I'm just an unattended dream,
That flows through my veins.
WHEN WE FIRST MET WE WERE SO HAPPY, SO IN LOVE
AS THE DAYS GO BY AND THE TIMES CHANGE,
IT SEEMS LIKE OUR LOVE HAS TURNED TO PAIN.
THE PAIN OF NOT BEING THERE FOR ONE ANOTHER,
THE PAIN OF GROWING APART.
YOU PROMISED YOU WOULD NEVER LEAVE ME,
YET HERE YOU ARE PUSHING ME AWAY.
I KNOW YOU ARE DEALING WITH HARD TIMES RIGHT NOW,
BUT LET ME BE THERE, LET ME IN.
TO HOLD YOU, TO COMFORT YOU.
LET ME BE YOUR BACKBONE WHEN YOU FEEL YOU’VE LOST YOURS.
I WILL BE STRONG FOR YOU & BE A SHOULDER TO CRY ON,
BUT YOU HAVE TO LET ME.
YOU CAN’T KEEP PUSHING ME AWAY & EXPECT ME TO STAY.
I TOLD YOU I WOULD BE THERE TILL THE END
SO WHY WON’T YOU LET ME IN?
I CAN’T KEEP GIVING & GIVING AND GETTING NOTHING IN RETURN.
YOU HAVE MY HEART, MY SOUL,
BUT TREAT ME AS IF YOU HAVE NOTHING PRECIOUS IN YOUR HANDS.
I AM ONLY HUMAN,
I CAN ONLY DO SO MUCH.
EVERYTHING I DO, I DO FOR LOVE.
NOT TO HURT, NOT TO YURN, BUT FOR LOVE
AND STILL I GET NOTHING IN RETURN.
AFTER SO LONG A GIRL STARTS LOOSING HOPE,
STARTS LOOSING THE DESIRE TO GO ON.
YOU ONCE WERE MY DESIRE, MY HOPE.
BUT OVERTIME THAT HAS CHANGED.
YOU ONCE BROUGHT ME HAPPINESS,
BUT NOW ITS ONLY SADNESS.
SO, I PLEAD WITH YOU,
LET ME IN BEFORE IT’S TOO LATE.
When I sit there in the corner
I begin to think of what I've done.
I wish that I could end the pain
and go back before it begun.
When I think of all my friends,
I think of how they're always there
beside me all the way.
When at first I try to see
why they keep love so far away from me,
I see it's just protection
from those who are out to hurt me.
I have found true love before,
but it always turns out the same.
The only one who was really there,
has moved far, far away.
She listened to my problems,
and she game me good advice.
She was the only one
who really cared about my heart.
Can someoen please tell me
why everyone i meet
always turns out the same?
They just want to hurt me.
What is it that attracts those
who can't do any good?
all they want to do is rob me of my money,
and strip me of my pride.
Why is it no one loves me for me,
they just want what I can give?
And when they get what they want,
they're out the door again.
I try to figure out
what is so wrong with me
that I can never find true love.
I've been hurt by love before,
I ran and hid from it.
It just came looking for me again.
I've tried to ignore
the feelings that I have,
but that just hurts even more.
I'm not afraid of love,
I just wish I can find someone
who loves me too.
Now that I have told my story,
I must be going on;
Love is looking for me.
And soon as it find me,
I'll be writing to you again.
My love is gone, she left me all alone. Why should I care about this mental affliction, of deep
affection that has left me blinded and wounded! Although my heart is being tortured with
torment, how can I escape from this physical state! The desire of being passionate to show
my devoted romance has been torn to shreds because of this lonely misery that I share with
myself. Even the though my love was precious and dear to my heart, the fancy of being
intimate with my darling, has come to a sudden holt. Being without my love has caused me
more discomfort and suffering than a thousand’s suns pressed against my skin! But I guess
the old saying must be true, in order to love someone else I must first have that same love
within! I have been tricked and fooled by my enemy again, to think this pain of love was my
best friend! Because my own love will never leave me, but will always be there to the very
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