Best Feal Poems
My love for you flow's like a river. It's that cool winters breeze that makes my soul shiver. To see that smile upon your face. My heart can rest from giving chase. To feal your lips pressed against mine. Run my finger tips down your spine. The feal of your skin so silky smooth. I know I'll win there's tomuch to lose. I once saw your eye's shine with glea. My foolish lies that chased you from me. For all these years i've had you to hold. Now from all these tears my face grows cold.How can I tell you about all this? How can I show you these things I miss? Like an arrow my love is true. Maybe tomarrow I'll know what to do. As for now I'll sit here and shiver. Wondering how to stop this tear filled river.
I feal no evil
But you worship it
I smile in your face
But its really a front
I hate any violence
But you beat up little kids
I am very well spoken
But you use foul language
I am respectful
But you talk back
I am really religious
But you hate the thought of church
I am honest
But you're always lying
I am grateful
But you always complain
I am well-known
But you have no friends
I am very nice
But you make alot mad
I face ALOT of battles
-Such as Good Vs. Bad -
You don't love me why can't you let me go?
all this pain i feal & you don't even know.
All this hurt you unleash on me,
why can't you just set me free?
What did i do so wrong to deserve this?
freedom & escape is my only wish.
What did i do so wrong to be in this place?
i want to look at you but i can't see you'r face.
Why must i fall apon this course,
untill i'm carried away in a faded red hurse?
I love you so dear, but you are my worst fear,
every thought i feal leavs my body in a tear...
I am you'r prisoner or love!
Be quiet.
No one wants to hear you!
Shut up
You talk to much.
You're annoying,
You're talkative.
Why can't you go away!
Leave us alone!
Whispers in the dark
Laughs all around.
The insults flow
Like water on the ground.
Just shut up!
Secrets out!
She knows what you've said.
She'll play pretend.
A smile you'll see
A pained heart she'll feal.
Is this real?
Annoying? A pain?
Don't speak?
Then what?
Will you like her then?
Going awol when needed the most
Choosing truancy
an uncaring ghost
Stealing my voice
In your offhanded way
Invalidating the least little thing I might say or twist it untill the true meaning gave way
And when you discovered I would not break
there was no route too low to take
A monstrous ego fed at my expense
the kick at my lowest brought pleasure immense
One thing I could count on without a doubt
When I needed a champion you'd deliver a lout
Standing alone at a funeral,as you greeted mourners front row, when asked you said
It's the very least one man could do for another
Not taking for a moment into account the deceased my very own brother
The list could go on I don't care to recall
The what wheres and when how I came to feal small
Till one day it came down to me or you
I had to choose me I saw that and do
With eyes unblinking I stare at what is decidedly clear
You really don't care for me at all
And I no longer wish to be here
I am an interchangable part a service provider at best
Sex service and supply I failed the unpassable test
I had to be a failure so you could feal a success
your greatest source of pleasure seeing me under duress
I hate this for you truely I do
but I hate it for me even more
lets be perfect strangers now as we happily were before
It be nice if you could see.
What your doin to me.
Turn around these people stab me in the back.
Nobody real.
Theirs a lot that they lack.
Try to hit me up when good.
Dint have my my back.
Back in the hood.
How do think I feal.
But you couldn't conceal.
The look in your eyes.
When to your surpise.
I was the only real one in your life.
Dissed and betrayed
now I go and i pray .
Because im not gonna stay.
Where im not wanted.
Guess they didn't want to play.
Im to hard to care.
Not if you dared.
Im not stressing.
I have all of my hair.
But you better beware.
I tend to snap.
When people say things.
And let they let their lips flap.
Its agitating.
So yeah.
Im sick of this crap.
Mess with me again.
You might regret it.
Im an irrelevant.
And its hard to get
What I say.
When I get worked up.
Novacain in my coffee.
So I cant feel.
That all of this pain.
Is so damn real.
Makes me stronger.
So I grab the wheel.
But I don't really steer.
Hit a big tree.
And its like I wasn't hear.
I dont have a definition for it or even a name for it. Could it be happiness, normality,
contintment ?
I dont know if this is real? It could be a medically induced Norm?
Is it just the feelings that live so deep inside of me that there locked behind some
wall of medicine?
I have never felt this way before I dont know how to deal with this tug of war on my
soul.
My rage and addiction is still there.
I can feal it pulsating inside me.
These narcotics are the gate keepers to the fortified abyss of my psyche where
these feelings still live and breathe waiting to explode in a disgustingly beautiful
display of rage and emotion.
I have felt this way for so long to feal normal scares me.
I feal like a newborn in a sea of sharks like I was cast out of Sparta for not looking
the part.
For me this gradual transformation is more like torture.
I would honestly rather live with my inner demons then be classified as normal.
What is normal !!?
Who is in charge of classifying anyone as normal ?
How can anyone put a moral classification on anything of normality!!?
Thats like me saying your not normal for not feeling the way I do or acting the way
I do!!
That is insanity in itself.
Form:
So much for best friends
Now there are things we can not mend
I took up for you
And what did you do
You acted as if nothing happened
A stike of pain fully sharpened
You hurt me my friend
My friendship I can no longer lend
You have hurt me before but not like this
This is nothing but a continuous list
It hurts me even more deap inside
That you made part of me die
There are very few true like me
Why couldnt you see
But now you just lost one
And now you and I have none
Forget the word that you said
Forget the wounds that I've bled
They mean nothing to you
If only you really knew
I could never forget you
But I have to
I dont want to be here
And I dont want to be there
All the trouble youve caused isnt it enough
Of course its never enough
Im tired of it all
Its time to make the best call
Im folding in and chasing my chips
This is how I feal About this friend ship
My life is repeating
My hope is depleating
My fealings are deleting
My memories are leaving
Lost in a world with no one to care
Surrounded by people who only stare
To judge what ive done is to only condeme
To leave me alone
To not have a friend
If my walls could talk the would tell you a story
about how my life is very boring
To understand my true confession
you must first walk in my shoes and feal my depression
A wish to die over a simple lie
A cut so deep it makes me weep
A broken heart withering in sorrow wishing for a happier tomorrow
The pain i feal burning with in
Is of hatred
Is of sin
Is of lust
Is of trust
Is of a desire to feal ispired
Depression, confusion,Anxiety, and hope
All these fealings are making me choke
The tension in the room is a thick smoke
From constitently fealing my own hope
The guilt of my past is always in my mind
If there is a god please send me a sign
I know who my furture intails
So get a check on these fealings befor
this relationship derails
I know i love him my heart tells me so
As my soul reaches out for something to hold
I shall hold on to him with a grip so tight
Till the day he sees the light
We laughed so hard we fell off the bed
And I hit my head
We laughed even more
But i'm not quite so sure
anymore
Do you take me for a fool
You turned your back and left me in the cool
You never will really know for real
I dont want to steal
Steal your time away from her
That would cause to much of a stir
It just bugs me
Thats all
One minute you hate eachother
And back stabing eachother
The next your her best friend
I never have backstabed you like you've done to me
Im a bigger person
Being your friend has worsten
Its worstened my thought
Like you have bought
You have bought my thoughts from me
Im as truethful as I cant be
I dont care if your friends
Just know my friend this is the end
When you say you hate someone thats taken seriously
Really
I'm tired of being confused
And all the friends I loose
Just trying to keep up with ya'll
Im going to get up from this fall
I dont know if I can get over what she did
So im going to shut my lid
This may go unread
Bit its not a waste of lead
Its how I truely feal
And its real
Not fake, Its real like getting branded
This is how I feal about you and Landon
So many things have changed with life
I just dont know how things could go right
I feal like every day that goes bye that nothing
could just go easy as pie
my life has never been perfect
But there is one thing that keeps me the way that I am
my childern are what make me me
I do not think I could have made it this far but god sent me my shining stars
I do not understand how something so little could be so big in life changes are just a
part of life
Form:
Life had fallen all apart.
Is Their a hope or not.
I had a women that I loved a lot.
Their was something in her eyes
don't know what it was about.
I loved her mind,body, “n” soul.
But one day she suddenly changed without been told.
She was a blanket for me when I was cold
such love I gave her
such time we spent together
when I was close to her
I wanted to go more closer
when I had her for one day
I wanted her forever
but one day I try to get closer and closer
she was running away further and further
she was worth more than time
wanted to make her mine
not just for one day
but for hoel life.
No matter what other says
she was one of a kind
always thought of that way in my mind
but one day she broke my heart and it look like it didn't even worth a dime.
Time change people change
what happen to me its me to blame
I left my heart door open for my love to claim
but she broke it without any shame
time by time wanted her by my side
if it was a morning or it was night
never wanted loose her out of my sight
always wanted to look at her till I die
never hope for her to say goodbye
always want her to say hi'
and see her face by the light
ever tho before I met her my life was dark
we went to watch movie call radar of ark.
She hold my hand so tight
it felt like a tree falling down by lighting spark
and my heart started beating fast
I always hope that wont never last
god had send her to take my test
but I dont even know the result
did I fail or did I pass
I always thought you learn from your mistake
but I never thought I will learn it when its break
such as my heart fall in love with her mind
never thought it was that blind
I told her time by time
I love you I love you I love you
but she never believed and broke my heart
because only I knew it was true
I introduce to her all my friends one by one
all the time spent together it was fun
but all that happen in the end
she says it is done.
Always thought we gonna be side by side
watching moon and sun
but I never thought she would left me behind and run
its far more then race for me
but now she have run so far
now I cant ever see
I always wanted to make her happy
and do things like she always wanted to be
always dreamed to kiss on her lips and feal the taste
but never would of thought in the end
she would lie to my face......
Hold me close and feel my pain, my weaping heart as it skips every other
beat "Your Love" is what i need tender touches and sweet kisses like honeydue
melon on a summer day hold me close let down your guards heal my pain my
weaping heart make it beat in unison once more again put me back in my
body,my soul my person my Homosapean, my skin and i will never shead again
hold me close feal and heal my weaping heart once more again.
Jan 28, 2008.
Follow me,it's this way Alice
Through the woods to the white Queens Palace
On the way we'll stop for tea
to visit old friends you'll be glad to see
Then you'll rest up so as to feal cocky
before you face the Jabberwocky
Some days you'll grow and some you'll shrink
Some days your chained to the kitchen sink
The twins are waiting as is the Hatter
You'll witness the transformation of matter
A worm will appear and dissolve in a poof
First at your side then on a roof
And when this journey nears it's close
Another fearful sight has arose
You'll defeat the red queen without backin
dispatching her champion when you slay the Kracken
Come hurry now,We're running late
For this your auspicious tryst with fate