Best Dissociation Poems

I’m on autopilot.
Surrounded by an unfamiliar climate.
I’m on the outside looking in.
Looking down at blurry skin.
It’s possible I could be dead.
I'm Just a small person in my head....

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Grey Dissociation 
GREY - - You can barely SEE through the haze of the dissociative fog shrouded in heavy, BLACK, looming, doubt. 
GREY - - Listen to the SOUND of almost nothing, like you’re under the BLUE sea only hearing the waves that you’ve made...

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The gaze of strangers grills me to perfection
and I stew in all my fat.
It burns; I roast; I char into numbness.
I float around the carcass 
as cooked sinew and boiling juices.
My being discarded with the offal
My skin is fried 
I punch my thighs
but my fists...

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 I see a better world that I can use
Its far from you And inside me
The reality is too much to handle anymore
It's a place we all can love
A place where all angels dwell
 
Burnt in my mind everything you've done to me
It saves me...

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Look down deep into the soul
Beyond the eyes so pure and bold
Waterfalls of tears they've cried
They were shed and now they're dry
Ever so deep those words of gold
Until the evil she was sold
Capture the jewel then make your escape
Not forgotten is the wretched rape
Inside and...

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Unaware when the familiar became a blank stair.
The passage of time living a life so blind.
No life no feelings this reflection so chilling.
The breath of yesterday this gaze does take away.
A stranger how clear this reflection in the mirror....

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I want to live life
But I'm tired of living my life
I want to be free
But I'm chained to the idea of what it means to be free
I want to be whole
But threw away pieces that would make me whole
When I look in the mirror
I don't...

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We are one. We are the same. We are I.
We move with the same ligaments, the same joints, the same muscle strings.
We ooze of acid. We erode. We exude a putrid odour.
We are a walking culmination of demons. 

Barbatos’ head, sticking out of our body’s...

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there are rats digging into my skin
you couldn't imagine the pain that im in
claws so sharp, it won't take long
moaning, marbled, mournful song
they're in my eyes and in my ears
they've reached my stomach, all my fears
come flowing out, a rush of blood
and from my mouth,...

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i stare at my phone as my arms start to stretch, 
stretching so long that i cannot catch 
my brain, when it starts to pour,
pouring my memories all over the floor.
the floorboards like to creak whenever i’m near, 
nearing their senses for the pouring i...

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There have been plenty of times where i have been successful at only seeing the worst, hypothesising that it's one the most typical successes.
Then there comes a time where my mind can't possibly take it anymore. It becomes so numb towards pain.

After a brief period...

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i stare at my phone as my arms start to stretch, 
stretching so long that i cannot catch 
my brain, when it starts to pour,
pouring my memories all over the floor.
the floorboards like to creak whenever i’m near, 
nearing their senses for the pouring i...

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There’s a place I go
A haunted house
Alone in the woods
Nobody seems to go but me

The fear inside 
Is not of shrieks and screams
It’s a different kind
Of fright

When I go to this place
I become trapped
In the mind of a corpse
That can only move
And barely breathe

While this...

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I unplug myself from reality;
Dissociate myself from everything.
Put my body on aeroplane mode
To go back to the daydreams and delusions
Just so I could feel something.
But when I return I always find everything shattered 
And so I try to pick everything up 
And get back on...

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A little girl lay still
Quietly in her bed
Fighting the screams
That roared inside her head

Hiding the fear within
Eyes sealed shut 
Breath contained
Too scared to move

She can longer stay
Too distressed
Her little brain floats away
Splitting itself
Forming new selves to take the pain
Anything to survive
This torturous hell

It's happening to...

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