Confusion Angst Poems

In shadows deep, she seeks her rest,
Where pain's embrace feels like a test.
Her heart, a fortress, cold and still,
Where echoes of her anguish fill.

The girl,...

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“Lee”

This one is going to hurt.
That is why it has taken me so long to write it,
Because a part of me still loves you and...

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Felt this uneasy tide of disdain
the world around me seems too mundane
eyes have lost the shine
lost the path I never knew was mine
this seems like...

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PrEdIcAtEd on PeRcOcEt

predicated on percocet, or jacked up.
that man that appears, familiar in
a painting, when i land chin up.
i see, clearly, a countenance of sin,
with...

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I met a boy who was willing to give me his all,
He was ready to rip his own heart out for me, 
But mine was...

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Vacant eyes 
Rough hands 
Mother's weeping
Water raging
Soul sleeping 
Angels grasping
Earth unholy
Glass breaking
Horns blaring...

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I could have been their time,
It should have been their time,
With the kids now in their own time,
And retirement giving them the time,
To take their...

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Deliberately recognizing the sun against the moonbeams
I see your eyes gleam and your happiness screams
Into my eager ears over the years and I’m tension-whelmed with...

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Invisibly tortured courtesy existential nihilism

Psyche wracked with agony
impossible mission to extricate lovely bones
they wanna remain permanently abed.

I chiefly function to amass knowledge
courtesy assiduously, habitually,
and judiciously...

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I picture a life.
A life of love
A life of Ease
A life of sincerity
A life that I cannot lead.
I see a future.
A future of loss
A future...

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Re: viewing the emotionally prosperous papa razz zee life I did not live

The following poetic account 
written more'n a dozen 
dirty dancing decades ago, 
while...

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Driven insane by sorrow, there’s no tomorrow to cure it…
Honestly, I’m in vain and so guilty…feeling way less than legit…
I’m holding you close in my...

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With the sky turning gray today
Won’t you come and take me away from this place 
Won’t you 
Won’t you take me away

Turn my fears away
Won’t...

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in the manure,
  grows the flower
ever-sweet is the shower
  of rancid skunk juice
     that ferments mist the tower
a rodents...

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("Mrs. It Dances Through It", 2014, original pen and ink)

Turning Point - Coming of Age - Acceptance at Last

Finally at age 65 I reach a...

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