Depression Abecedarian Poems

An alchemical raven's gray rhapsody awakens those cynical roses who
Breathe-in the ebony beams of blood-bathed sun, exhaling
Cacophonies that ricochet across these truthful horizons where, 
Depressive...

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Audience is abuzz.
Boldly,
Conductor emerges – black tux.
Draw
Ethereal patterns with baton– marv.
Flutes, trumpets, cellos, drums dance for me, for you.
Gentle, light…
Heavy and dark…the music evolves
Into something...

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And then the blunders of the past merged into serenity. Tranquility 
ensued where wild storms had been raging.‘Safe travels’, they whispered 
‘now you’re prepared and...

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A ll of a sudden, a
B ird, dancing down 
C ame to me in my garden, said:

D estined, you humans are, with
E xcellent knowledge gift.

F...

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A  Animals other than my kind are
B  Beautiful, loving souls; empathic to their
C  Core and full of absolute
D  Devotion 
E ...

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a subtle foe is about my experience with addiction and depression .
ML Kelley

One Day one Step one inch away, yet miles and miles I can...

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10.30.19


Suicide is real 


Anxiety
Building up
Crushing
Desires of 
Ever existing 
Feeling like a 
Gnat
Hoping they’d see me.
Invisible 
Junkie 
Knives call me, 
Ledges scream
My
Name 
Oh, come swallow these...

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Stagnancy is an illusion, that I've been choosing.
Barriers of the mind, are the worst kind.
Trapped in the pain, escape is hard to gain.
Drowning in sorrow,...

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My eyes flutter to open in the early morning light, 
My mind in a haze, thoughts invade, self recriminations pervade,
Question my self worth, as a...

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Crossroads

You will never see them coming
Yes, the crossroads
Where you have to choose 
Choose a new road to tread in
Lose  what you thought could be...

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wet daughters’ eyes 
on New Year’s Eve,
waiting,
longing for
unbelievable scenarios
today,
to the
day....

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Again I slide my blade through my pale skin
Blood flows freely from my wrist 
Cuts are scattered across my body
Despair darkens my soul
Empty eyes stare...

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I tried to care, it was too much to bear, 
I tried to let go from your hug, I slipped and didn't care,
Now I lay...

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After my life fell onto black days and down in a dark hole of nothingness,
Before I knew you wanted something to do with me after...

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Screwed XIV Contest
Sponsor: Rob Carmack 

Addicted...
Betrayed by my excess
Caught and restricted
Deniably distressed
Ever since that Thursday
Friday came too soon
Guilty in the worst way
Hung out under pains...

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