Zombie

The longing to be free from what is inside me For I feel nothing anymore Light has passed me by while darkness has settled in Emotion are no longer present Tears have all dried up Nothing stirs within my soul No more dreams do I have My hopes I can not even remember I awake each morning to the same emptiness Something has left me WHAt, I haven't a clue Its been year since I felt love not due to no one bieng there for I have many whom love me I just can't seem to be one of them I feel that I've traded my soul All have no meaning no care like a zombie walking among the living for it is all a lie The way I act, a show Yet I dont want this anymore I don't know how to get me back For so many years I've acted like everyone around me that somewhere I lost the real me for when she appears noone seems to approve so back into the dark she goes I just want to be free from judgment and ridicule There is only one person Whom I can be me fully with I know she will not judge me She will listen maybe its because she is just as crazy Maybe its cause she understands For I truly believe it is cause THAT PERSON IS ME!!!