You'Re Not You When You'Re Hungry
The scariest monsters
Don’t lay beneath your bed
The scariest voices...
They scream inside your head
You’re afraid of your own brain
So you sleep beneath the covers
To shield you from the pain
Who’s that person in the mirror?
What’s that creature crawling nearer?
It’s no longer yourself
That you fear
You’re becoming someone else
Silently, Not-You sits here
Not-Yourself tastes your tears
Watching you within the mirror
Tilts its head
And smiles ear to ear
The vague shadows that
The moonlight casts
Becoming clear
And coming fast
This can’t be real
How long will this nightmare last?
But you refuse to see
Things are just as they seem
That man in the closet
The skeleton and his locket
Hanging by his neck
On a rope made of intestines
His body hanging limp
Within the darkness
There are others beside him
Four to his right
More to his left
You’re on the outside looking in
Watching as your eyes widen
Wasn’t-You committed these sins
It killed these people in your skin
You try to yell
But your voice belongs to him
To this creature from hell
He smiles at you
But Not-Your smile is so wrong
Were your lips always that long?
They stretch and split
Revealing bone
All you want is to go home
Not in your Not-Your house
Built from Not-Your stone
You want to wake up in your own bed
From your own pillow
Lift your head
Though you try
You can’t wake up
Your reality just isn’t there
If you can’t wake up…
Maybe it’s not a nightmare
Copyright © Kovah Havok | Year Posted 2021
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