You

You asked me to write you a poem and I could not. Instead I wrote my heartfelt confession... please except this into your mind, inject this into your spirit and rest peacefully with this black thought of the purest black love for it is true. Let it shine light upon u in your darkest hours... rest with solitude upon my words for my pen bleeds a beautiful art of expression for u...my life source an undying promise to continue through it all. I can't elude you. There is No escaping for your essence is everywhere! In every symphony of notes... royal like that the color purple crowned king. In the light of candles... even within it's siloette casting images of us colliding. In the darkness of my eyelids stirring the potion of memories... in the glow from the world outside my window penetrating through them, birds singing they're praises to Allah and do I give thanks for this union. You are in the silence and the humility. The salt of tears, trials and and tribulations. In smiles YES.. I remember you always. The laughter and the pain too... who said it would be easy? Certainly not with something this taboo. Deep breathing and eye contact u pierce my soul. Clinched fist as we ignite the room we're sexual elements oh the fire we make. Complexity... we are divided but together... with me when your away...why does it hurt but feel so good? What have u done to me? Physically fearless but an emotional reck. I'm into u but over you. Want but never have... a beautiful struggle. Keeps us trying but denying, dividing ourselves unto ourselves....selfish! Stubborn. Your compelling energy causes me to drop down to my knees... I aim to please my king... forever honored to serve thee, your submissive queen or whomever u need me to be. You asked me to write a poem but I cannot. Instead I give you this realization... u are within the deepest parts of me never to be removed. And no matter where we stand in life, together or apart, high or low, with love or anger, or even from the opposite side of the looking glass. On earth or perhaps on crescent moon, I am with u. Just go within these words anytime u need to feel loved and then to me....so words come to life.