Worth It

Why was i not worth it. Why wasn't I worth your time Why wasn't i worth your attention Why wasn't I worth half what I gave you I don't get it I tried so hard to forget I tried to erase you But all that did was make your mark on me worse I tried to forget The love I gave The bond we made Every little moment I once cherished so much I tried. But I'm not sure if I want you or if I want answers Why.wasnt.I.worth it I was there whenever you called Without stall, would never let you fall, I was there I was there when they said you shouldn't And you thought you couldn't I was there.... When you couldn't bear it all And all your problems stood ten feet tall I was the one who brought them down to size So how am i so disposable. How can you take me and break me and say it was my fault You could've tried I walked away because i had to The worst part is You didnt even try to make me stay so A part of me wanted you to stop me I wanted you to make it all ok You can say it was begging for attention But **** I think i deserve it If only you thought the same