Why would you run far away from Jesus Christ collections

O Why would you ever run away from Jesus Christ, all because you hate a benevolent God you never even once desired to even know. O He came down from heaven above all because of His matchless love and never ending grace for you too. He wants to truly also believe in you! O Why would you not even acknowledge God's very existence when He knitted you together inside of your very own mother's womb. He knew all about you before the beginning and the foundation of the earth. That's how much he loves both you and me! Why don't you want to love Him back in return? O Why would you want to become enthroned as your very own God all because you don't want to be held accountable for all of your thoughts, words and deeds. You are sealing your own fates and your very own eternal destinies forever separated from the presence of God Himself. Dear Lord I am coming to you just the way that I am. I just don't know whatever to do with the rest of my entire life. All I know I am very tired of having every thing my own way and I don't even know what to say dear Lord to you. I am lost and on my own feeling alone and blue and really feeling incomplete without you in my life. I don't have anyone or anything to bring to you but me, myself and I. How can you ever even love a poor blind deluded wrench like me? Once I was lost but now I am found and I was blind but now I see but why don't those classic lyrics ever apply to the lost sinful soul just exactly like a lowly worm such as me and I am I am all alone and on my own. I was lost when Jesus Christ first found me O I was lost when Jesus Christ first found me and I hated myself, my family and the whole entire miserable lost sinful world surrounding me. Filled up to the brim with hatred and revenge. Nobody would ever believe that I used to be a dedicated believer in Jesus Christ my beloved Lord and sweet Savior. I wanted to be just like every body else in the world and that's what I became but now I am tired of playing their twisted mind games. O my Lord, Jesus Christ, I an coming back home to you. O my Lord, Jesus Christ, after everything I have willfully put you through. Is it much too late to coming a running right on back to you? O my Lord, Jesus Christ, you are the Lord God over my entire life and I am tired of feeling blue and have grown tired of running far away from you. Now what am I suppose to do? All of my love in Christ Jesus, Roxanne Lea Dubarry Roxy Lea 1954/October County November 21, 2023