Why I Need You So Lord

I saw that I was broken, I felt the pain I knew the shame, there were too many games I don't want to blame, Lord I cannot withstand this pain. This commitment I made seemed all in vain How I wish your hands could console my pain For these eyes of mines are consume with rain. Lord tell me, these words I write, shall not be in vain Someone out there is crying out in server pain I got to get it right, I need to be focus. Why are these words sounding so hopeless God I feel so worthless Jealousy and pride has me breathless. My head is pounding My heart is bursting God I can't take this everyday suffering.