Why I Dont Know As Not 4 Second Do I Believe I Am Running This Show

At or behalf of my behest But not for a 1 single second Do I ever start or begin to believe I am in charge or running this show I say or wish to impart these things That I lived through or happened Or occurred to me here on this today I share without honestly a glimmer of hope Should I shouldn't I If I truly knew the answer to that Surely then i wouldn't question why All as I like as you Do and follow the signs of our intuition That we believe and think Will do us and lead us into no harm The final outcome or destination On the other hand Is no more in but out out of our hands And no amount of planning Over or calculated thinking In the end will change the outcome As it is no more up to you As it is up to me What will surely and is about bound to happen Everything and everything in regards To this so called life Personally I think is going to happen Whether or not we like it or not All we are left with in the end Is hoping it happens to someone else If it is bad And hoping it happens to us If it is good