Why

Sometimes I sit and wonder, I sit and wonder WHY WHY the person who suppose to love me does nothing but make me cry Does nothing but cause me pain and hurt me to the core When all I wanted was love but instead I got hate more I tried my best to fix it but it was broken to no return Letting go and letting God was something I had to learn I also wondered WHY and what I’m suppose to do When they say it’s just the liquor but yet I feel it’s true I feel like it is meant and I feel like it’s intentional It’s done directly to my face, its kinda 3 Dimensional I have been Lied on, Scammed on and had rumors spread about me Whatever it took just to make another doubt me Hated for me to shine, Always tried to put out my light Always been wrong but convinced yourself you were right Placing blame on me, Never admitting your faults Telling lies and secrets, but want yours locked in a vault Verbally abusive, sometimes physically too But then you play the victim, How could that even be true I often sit and wonder how you could cause such trauma Be so Evil, Hateful and Spiteful and cause so much Drama I also wonder WHY, WHY this person is my Mama............