Why

Why do you like me, What even makes me different from everyone, Why is it me, Thats emotional, Most all the time, Why do I have to be, In the back of the entire family, I feel like giving up, Just because I can, But people who know me, Knows that I can't, I won't say my life is worse then someone elses, But my life hasn't been a walk in the park, Like some others, I don't know how to keep being strong, Or how far I can go, I guess i'll hope and pray, That a higher power, Can show me the way, Trying to stay strong, For my kids and close family, But I do believeI'm at the end as they say, Do unto others, As they do unto you, As many times as I been walked on, I still continue to be in my shoes, Please forgive me, For thinking this way, But my own family seem not to give a care, Just can't seem to figure out why god chose me, I have very emotional ups and downs, Because of my grandmas, When I asked my mom a question, I seemed to have pushed a wrong button, I'm a mess up, But I'll be here for the last straw, Try to keep my head up, I'm sorry to all of you, For things I have done, I try to be their for you, For as long as you want, Enough complaining, And whining about me, I hope you all have a better night, And sleep peacefully.....