Who Am I

I am the girl who doesn't know How to express her emotions correctly I am the girl who always seems to mess everything up I sit in class wondering If I will ever get anything right Just once I would love To be the girl who knows what she is doing I am the girl who can't seem to understand happiness I am the girl who doesn't know What happened to the girl she used to be The child who had the perfect family The perfect friends The perfect life What have I become to not be able to find perfection I guess I grew up and realized perfection isn't reality It's different now knowing I can't turn back time Before the mistakes were made Back to when I didn't care what others said about me Now it's all I can think about How imperfect I am with all of my flaws and rough spots I am not me And that's what hurts more than anything