What Memories?

beckoning a dream, without the repulsion of bodies best set together. the same dancing decaying soul overwhelming itself again. the perpetual act of destroying lucidity. watch as it consumes me through her eyes... inferring an unreasonable consciousness, screaming for calamity of a solitary heart! even my reflection creeps with shadows... dining on my diminishing hope and joy. watch as i self-destruct and slide back into my hole. feed my trepidation sorrow to keep the stress crawling. teach me how to cry again... feignly, meaninglessly. burn my desire in the forshadowing of my next great fall. illuminating in elegance singing through my effigy... in the darkest visual hue. the shallow end of the vein, in a vessal of withering self-assurance, wading through afflictions carved by a woman's hand, bound to my tears. listen to my stark elegiac songs, as i preach them one last time. put your gun to my head so i dont reiterate yesterday. the portent is growing today... annihilate rapturous illusions behind my eyes.