What I Did

I don't know what I did I want to do better than this… I really want to have faith I need to have it now...day by day… My heart is torn from the start And I'm tearing apart...apart… Happiness is good for me To shine away the darkness I see It's over my head...it's over my head… This dread I feel - I don't wanna feel instead Come out and soar, sunshine Get out of my eyes, raindrops Am I sane.. Or am I insane? I lost my mind train Where do I begin? My life is full of sin Sorrow seems to win I gotta have faith in many mysterious ways… In brighter days, I will have way better days I need to cope with it all I need to reap what I sow I need to stand oh so tall I need to get rid of this sorrow I want to do better than this I don't know what to do I want to make some progress To make it through...make it through… I don't know what I did, But I did You wrong, oh Lord, instead All the stupid stuff I did… Left me with this...overbearing dread Beneath the sun, I see the sullen moonlight The day is done And now, I must take flight And please forget to remember the heartless sorrow I felt beforehand God understands me with His strong, courageous right hand I fell… Oh well… God lifted me up higher than the mountains below me The world is surrounded with chilly clouds of very little remedy I am accepting the Lord and the Savior I am rejecting the dark negativity of error I don't know what I did… Life is one dramatic vid… I'm sorry, my Father and Creator Sprinkle salt and pepper upon my distasteful flavor Now, I know what I did wrong and I need to truly repent I won't do it again I promise…I promise... I am such a disappointment and I gave in to resentment Your light is far greater than the abyss